>gay, but cursed with meta-AAP>meta attraction is off the charts everytime a girl flirts with me or wants to fuck me>hate it so much, but love the spike in test and meta attraction when being with womenAm I cursed?
I don’t even understand.
>>43688880Anon thats not what meta attraction is, you are just bisexual
This feels like a brainwormed way to say your straight, or maybe bi.
>>43688880Why are you sitting there naked with pants in your lap?
>>43688899I don't like women or have any attraction to them, only like sex with men, but I like feeling straight and being wanted by women.
>>43688912So its internalized homophobia, got it
>>43688917It sounds more like internalized heterophobia to me. Bro can't accept being bisexual.
>>43688880I used to be in the same boat, I loved flirting with girls it feels a lot more special and validating than just pulling a guy. I never had sex with them though, once they seemed like they wanted that or started standing too close to me it gave me the ick.
i wish i was straight
>>43688898this is exactly what meta attraction is>OP is aroused at the thought of being a masculine man>women like masculine men>women liking OP affirms his masculinity making him aroused
>>43688880I can turn you full time gay.
>>43689013I feel like once I get over the ick, it will feel really good, but I can't sexually perform with them unless I am drunk.>>43689611That weirdly makes me feel like I'm not, but not in an arousing way.
>>43689024You should be a straight fuckboy wigger.
this is real i used to sext with girls while looking at gay porn to get hard. i would never ask them for nudes in return, just wanted the validation that i was attractive to women because gay men are too easy
>>43690322Fuck me. Are you me? What other things did you do I want to see if our experience lines up.
bump
this super hot, OP, and I actually believe you that you're homosexual but get a rush from women finding you attractive.I'm straight but I get a rush when my rabid best friend that's a butch restakes her claim over me. the difference is that even though I remain attracted to men I've lost meaningful interest in being with them (they are not what I was wanting them to be).another difference is that I think I have a differing type of meta attraction? basically, I feel aroused by how much I'm NOT attracted back to her, because it only amplifies my straightness. I like the lopsided asymmetry of it all.
>>43688880how come you hate your meta attraction anyway?
>>43690280Is that the new yoshi game in the background
>>43691659Yeah i think u kinda get it/ Its honestly why i wouldnt mind having a gf, being a cool straight guy with a gf would give me the erection i need to have sex i think.
>>43691782would it kill it for you if she knew you weren't straight and/or wanted to watch you with a guy?
>>43691803No, it might make it hotter.But shouldnt i just ignore the meta attraction and date the guys i like? Do you consider fetish fueled AAP hotter than fulfilling sex? idk
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I mean, is pursuing the perverted meta attraction i have even worth it?
>>43691820>>43691864why is it perverted?do you think it's bad that I am straight, that men are the most gorgeous things in the world to me yet I allow a hyper butch to hover all over me? I told her everything years ago but you know? she fucking loves loving a straight and her being a stone top makes all of this mesh perfectly.I think you're assigning presumptions or a lot of meanings to your natural wiring. what's more masculine, or the essence of manhood, than a woman deciding: yes, this one is worthy to mate with me? and being a man attracted to masculinity, why wouldn't you respond?the only issue I see in it is concealing these realities from an actual girlfriend or boyfriend.
>>43691659>I feel aroused by how much I'm NOT attracted back to her, because it only amplifies my straightness. I like the lopsided asymmetry of it all.If your bestie is a butch woman, you are kinda gay. Lol thats a female. She is not a man. Fucking a butch woman and feminizing her back to factory settings is like a top straight activity. You are a faggot
here:reddit DOT c0m /r/IAmA/comments/dates/iama_gay_guy_who_married_a_straight_girl_ama/this guy said that he was motivated not by any meta attraction but because his female best friend was sincerely a wonderful friend and he didn't want to lose her to someone else.
>>43691917IDK how to feel about this. I objectively probably should not be with a woman.
>>43691909I'm a woman. she's a stone top.
>>43691922why? what's the issue if you're honest with her? if she can live with you sincerely not being attracted TO her then what's the problem?
>>43691933Bc at the end of the day its a fetish, and not attraction. But it would be so hot if she had a high libido and wanted me to fuck her a lot.
>>43691957so why is that bad? if you are upfront with her and she can stomach it or even enjoy it, where's the harm.getting asymmetrypilled has made me realize how virtually everyone is running scripts in their heads about how relationships and attraction and fucking "should" be.
>>43691967I feel that.
>>43692358based.
