i feel like all of my transfem friends have more feminine thoughts than mei think that they all think and talk perfectly female whereas i talk and think more male due to my more bashful naturei really fucking hate it, i try to get rid of it often but it never works, i even tried hypno, i even had it to the point to where i dissociated from ALL of my memories and nothing worked, i still act maleim considering just ending it because of this its like a fucking curse that follows me everywhere i goi can sometimes pass as female, i have a nice physical appearance despite not being on hrt, i have a feminine voice due to my years in chorus when i was younger, but i still just end up getting clocked as a tranny because of how i act around othersim at the point where my social life is basically almost exclusively online because my car broke, and its making me realize how much nobody really talks to meeveryone just keeps me around and deals with me, nobody ever starts conversations with mewhen i was a child i was called annoying whenever i tried being social and i think this is that coming backwhenever i stop actually reaching out to people, i dont get anything back i feel unneeded and discarded when im not the one starting conversationsit just shows how masculine of a personality i have and it really upsets me
>>43690501try lexapro
>>43690501if you are actually girl on the inside wouldn’t you just behave like a girl automaticallyanyway I don’t know why you’re complaining when you’re not even on HRT, don’t think anything needs to be said about that
>>43690515im american and dont have any money
>>43690525my transfem friends also arent on hrttheyre just more reserved and so they easily seem more femininei guess i just need to reserve myself more or somethingcut off contact without blocking people, let them search for me and if they dont i guess its their lossbut the thing that scares me is what if absolutely nobody starts any conversations for weeks, my only social interaction being when my dad visits the house weekly... itd really suck, and its realistic too
>>43690501you tried hypo? just say it's a fetish
>>43690542I have ended up in this situation situation where pretty much no one talks to you besides your parents, it is not very lonely. It’s life threatening. Do what you can to at least keep an online friend or 2
>>43690554it was a fetish but it spawned from me wanting to go mute and forget everything back in high school
>>43690558i had it before several years agothe closest things i had to socialization were posting on /r9k/ and posting loli porn in discord servers
WHAT the fuck kind of boomer sissy susansplace larp is this? you and your cd hon friends should be on hrt not worried about enforcing bizarre fetish stereotypes around how you "think" it's not the 1960s anymore
>>43690636gross, and it somehow coming from you wanting to regress shows you think being a woman is somehow regressing aka become less aka you're misogynistic aka you're double gross and should kick the chair
>>43690655>>43690681im sorry ill gotell me if u need me to delete the post
>>43690501start hrt,high will make your personality more feminine (well at least more prone to being submissive)
>>43690702don't go just start hrt you fucking retard
>>43691160nah he should kill himself
