I will not give in into this degeneracy. I WILL transcend beyond this wicked feeling. My nation needs me as a strong warrior, not as some estroginzed homosexual. This is a man's DUTY, to put aside his evil desires and move on the path towards greatness and glory. I WILL be among the GREAT thinkers of Europe, my work will be admired for CENTURIES by the western world. This obstacle is God's plan for me, to overcome it and move past it. If I learn to control my mind, I will learn to control the world. My first destination must be that I join the Patriot Front.MACHT, KÄMPFT, NIE AUFGEBEN... DIE SCHWARZE SONNE WIRD SICH AUS DER ASCHE DER ALTEN WELT ERHEBEN.
>>43693980The act of posting this is incalculably more homosexual than injecting estradiol, growing perky boobies, and taking it up the ass ever could be.
>>43694002take prog
>>43694002Why is this gay?Saint Sebastian tried to tempt me with his arrows, but I reject the sodomite martyr.
>>43694041Rather than asserting your own will, you wish to subordinate your will to another will that you consider to have authority over your own. This is indescribably homosexual.
>>43693980(You)
>>43694133Fuck you. Fuck you>>43694147Stop this. I don't like it.
>>43694172You are upset because you know that my claims are correct. The only recourse left to you now is to inject estradiol, grow perky boobies, and become a man’s obedient wife.
>>43694172This flavor of repping is so insanely pathetic. As someone who repped for YEARS because of fear of discrimination and fear of being unable to ever pass this entire schtick is so utterly pathetic that I can't help but imagine you as the frailest bottom in the world.
>>43694188>>43694200STOP. All of you. stop bullying me
>>43694209You will inject estradiol, grow perky boobies, and become a man’s obedient wife. This is your duty.
>>43694209Where is your conquerer's spirit? Why does this reduce you to a sniveling weakling? Are you even fit for the testosterone currently coursing through your veins?
>>43693980You sound absurdly tranny, faggot.
>>43694222Indeed. OP does not *deserve* to be male. She will inject estradiol, grow perky boobies, and become a man’s obedient wife. That is her duty.
>>43694221I mean, I did makeup once and have a dress. I looked kinda cute in it.>>43694222I dont know actually. I am weak, and I have a soft face>>43694235Never, fuck you>>43694255This vile desire has never been stronger than now. Its been getting harder and harder
>>43694268How old are you, OP? I won't lie and say that a weird sense of duty to be a man wasn't a contributing factor in my repping, especially early in life. But it wasn't worth it. You should love yourself.
>>43694268You will inject estradiol, grow perky boobies, and become a man’s obedient wife. This is not a “vile” desire, as you claim; it is a most wholesome one. This is your duty.
>>4369427818>>43694301It would be a nice one, but I cannot betray my nation
>>43694315You have a lot of potential to be a beautiful woman who serves her country by caring for its young. Men also do not have sole domain over intellectual pursuits.
>>43694315You must obey your husband. It is your duty to obey your husband. It is futile to resist.
cringe lolonions post>>43694002its campy right?
>>43694335Is it campy or is it just unintentionally ridiculous?
>>43694348What I mean is, it’s not campy, it’s kitschy.
>>43694348Camp doesn't need to be intentional (see Susan Sontag)
>>43694348idk i think its tipped into camp for me. i think the people who just talk about repping and manning up are often ridiculous but the op picrel, the german, the 'mans duty' stuff. to me its got a bit of a erotic undertone to the whole thing, it has an edge that makes it campy to me. like nazi drag.
>>43694364Negra I’m not reading an essay about a homosexual art style from a country I hate
>>43693980so right, fuck this gay tranny shit. we big men.
>>43694370Yeah, on second thought I think you might be right
>>43694389https://voca.ro/16diImLdjiJ4
>>43694370What?>t. op
>>43694395Didn’t know that British people still pronounced “homosexual” in the etymologically correct way. Kudos to you guys for that
>>43694408we don't really i just felt the post was funnier with it pronounced that way. over here its a sure fire way of identifying old school phobes. i like saying it to add a lil je ne sais quoi like i just think its rly funny>>43694407you're acting fruity is what i'm saying
>>43694418Ah my bad. My Canadian ass wouldn’t knowWell it certainly did make it funnier in my opinion anyway :D
>>43694395Stop making fun of me. I don't sound gay. I am a normal masculine man
>>43694454And you don't have to be
>>43694454You are a weak homosexual. It is your DUTY to inject estradiol, grow perky boobies, and become a man’s obedient wife. It is futile to resist the role that nature has assigned to you.
>>43694454i'm sorry but i cannot read your obsession with strong masculine men having a duty to the fatherland as anything other than really really gay. even the dedication to repressing is giving a sort of masochistic fruitiness to me in the same way abstinent monks are so easy to homoerotisise. its like>i'll selflessly dedicate myself to this flagellation, the desire to be a cute delicate woman held by a big man is so strong BUT i shall resist no matter how much it hurts. such is my dedication to masculinitylol
>>43694466Fuck...I cannot believe this. Im gonna end up what I hated my whole life. This is a cruel joke. You are trying to rewire my brain to be gay... and its working
i started like this as well but honestly its just not gonna worka diaper transbian committed to the well being of her race is more valuable than a morally stainless white nationalist who offs himself because he kept being sexually repressed
>>43694479Indeed; OP’s post is the most homosexual thing I’ve ever read in my entire life.>>43694486It is futile to resist the role that nature has assigned to you. It is your DUTY to inject estradiol, grow perky boobies, and become a man’s obedient wife.
>>43694486>Im gonna end up what I hated my whole lifewhy do you hate us :c
>>43694479im 100% straight. i never done any homosexual acts, only almost once.>>43694495Well... I have been getting nightmares that I twinkdie and will kms after it.
when you're white and transition, you prevent white kids from being born.
>>43694518I was jealous of you because you are having fun while doing some immoral act
>>43694519You are 300% homosexual. Deep down, you yearn to inject estradiol, grow perky boobies, and become a man’s obedient wife. It is futile to resist the role that nature has assigned to you.
>>43694486>rewire your brainThere isn't any rewiring happening at all
>>43694538Where do I find a husband?
hey there OP,I really relate to the feeling you're trying to convey through your post. I was basically the same before starting HRT 7 months ago, and for some time into it.E has given me a, what feels like, less self-grandizing, more grounded world view.I've realized that everyone is their own main character. That every man wants to conquer, to lead, to fight honerably, to be "the one".But also, that, since everyone (or at least many men) thinks that way, it has to be an delusion at least to some degree. Because not everyone can be "the one". Which is fine. But you should be aware of it. And if that thought hurts / is uncomfortable, then it's all the more important to really think through.The reason I degenerated into actually starting HRT after years of keeping my AGP fetish contained is that the constant positive feedback supporting the delusion of being "the one to lead them all" became less frequent. Mainly due to me finishing school, starting a challenging uni degree, and sucking at it. My whole self worth was solely dependant on praise and being told I'm special.If you don't get off your high horse now and realize that yes, you are not special, but no, this is not a problem because it also comes with the benefit of not being bound to the duty of succeeding, you risk breaking. Like I did.Right now, I'm trying to stop HRT again. Because while I do find my face cuter sometimes, I have realized that I truly have a more masculine soul and character, and that only my sexuality is broken, not the rest of my gender.Which is another bitter pill to swallow. But it is what it is.So, good luck out there. Try to surround yourself with normal ppl to remind you that you're just a normal guy with a slightly distorted self-perception, both regarding body and mind. And realize that only by accepting your innate mediocrity and going from there, you will be able to fend off the AGP demon.
>>43694535What’s actually immoral is rejecting the role that nature has assigned to you. It is your DUTY to inject estradiol, grow perky boobies, and become a man’s obedient wife.>>43694550Looking for a husband right now would be putting the cart before the horse. First you must inject estradiol, grow perky boobies, train your voice to sound like a young woman’s, learn how to take care of your hair, dress yourself attractively, cook, and clean. Then you can start looking for a husband.
>>43694576>First you must inject estradiol, grow perky boobies, train your voice to sound like a young woman’s, learn how to take care of your hair, dress yourself attractively, cook, and clean. Then you can start looking for a husband.This sounds very gay but appealing. Help...
>>43694595It's because it's based and it's your duty! I rejected it for too long and am worse off for it.
>>43694595You are homosexual. Deep down, you yearn to inject estradiol, grow perky boobies, and become a man’s obedient wife. It is futile to resist the role that nature has assigned to you.
>>43694605>>43694607I didnt expect myself this morning to be here and look up hrt sources. What has became of me?? Why was I this easy to brainwash?I cannot believe myself...How long do you think until I can start looking for a husband? 2 years? 1 year?
>>43694519>im 100% straight. i never done any homosexual acts, only almost once.diva this doesn't sound 100% to meaww>I was jealous of you because you are having fun while doing some immoral actidk i just live as a woman like i don't get why thats a big deal. sometimes its fun sometimes it isn't, its mostly just ordinary. im not sure how it would be immoral.
>>43694632Honestly it's best to find one organically. You're planning on attending university, right?
>>43694632No brainwashing has occurred at all. You had already wanted this. You made this thread because, deep down, you wanted to be convinced to do it.>How long do you think until I can start looking for a husband?Only one way to find out, nona.
>>43694654Yes>>43694655:<
>>43694672You must inject estradiol and be patient. As >>43694654 has said, it is better to find a husband organically.
>>43694672College will be the best place to find one who loves you. Lots of ways to experiment, lots of ways to find who you like and who likes you. However, it's also important to hold yourself to a high standard. Do well in class, take care of yourself, don't do drugs, drink only in moderation, eat healthy, exercise regularly, and find a man who does the same.
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>>43693980>My nation needs me as a strong warrioryou need to be 18 years old to post on 4chan
You remind me of my wife when i met her 9 years ago, heh
>>43697484storytime?
>>43693980There is nothing more masculine and dignifying than forging yourself into the perfect trans woman, using only your hard-fought for manly willpower, discipline and resilience in order to fully actualize
>>43698093Fuck, I accidentally sent this before finishing it
>>43693980There is nothing more masculine and dignifying than forging yourself into the perfect trans woman, using only your hard-fought-for manly willpower, discipline and resilience in order to fully actualize your inner divine masculine and divine feminine and enlighten yourself to endlessly more conscious experiences
>>43694486straight, nona. A woman who loves men is straight
>>43698272Iunno it's pretty gay to like men
