as a cis man on HRT how do you figure out if you want to stay a cis man on HRT or troon out?i feel like the cis man on HRT phenomenon adds a new layer of complexity never seen before because you've already done the thing without actually meaning to do the thing
>>43700010for me i juggle with how much do i want to do the thing vs how scared am i to do it and whether it would improve or make worse my life immediately. its not a difficult equation for an anxious would be height hon
Do you want to be a man or some sort of approximation of a woman?
>>43700010I dont know and now Im detransitioning (for the second time) because it was a mistake and I looked cuter before
>>43700227same lol, estrogen is poison
>>43700010i have horrible reverse dysphoria and also developed a slight fear of other men, so id never want to transition even after ive been taking hrt for years.
>>43700010oh thats easyim just a tr00n that presents as a cis man on hrt
I became a cis man on HRT to look like a kpop idol but I just look like girly man and my brain is mushed of depressionAs for your question if I ever wanna get identity deathd
>>43701516Maybe there are actually some genuine cis men on hrtt. former cis man on hrt who is still surprised by how much better being on estrogen feels
it's kinda pathetic being a cis man on estrogen...failed as a man and failed as a women.
>>43703934are you at least getting off to that fact?
>>43704045is that a real thing?
How long into your transition did you realize you couldn't be a woman?
>>43704528I always knew about ywnbaw. Being a woman is physically impossible for me.
>before>have crippling sex dysphoria -> seek medical treatment>now>take random miracle drug you hear about online -> oh fuck now what
