I can't even imagine being genuinely loved anymore all my daydreams now are just about being in abusive relationships
It's because real love is too overwhelming to your autistic senses. You need it in tainted and broken
>>43703190>To be loved, first you need to be lovable.
>>43703926oh.
>>43703926What I need is ffs so I don't look like a man who everyone is instinctually repulsed by
>>43703926nah>>43703930you just need to not get too much in your own way when a well-adjusted person shows you genuine lovealso this is why some women need a genuine physical intervention to get them out of their thoughts and into the moment, back to reality
>>43704011"you just need to not get too much in your own way when a well-adjusted person shows you genuine love"This implies anyone is showing me genuine love. The reason I'm this way is because not a single person has ever shown romantic interest in me