I was a gymbro repper for a long time. I had that need to be more masculine and not feminine ingrained into me. So when I started taking E I would get visceral reactions to people acknowledging my feminity of like "Fuck I'm a faggot, I need to lift, I need get more tough, I need to be a man". Despite literally being on estrogen.I think it's the same for some ftms. Women are groomed into society's idea of femininity and have it bashed into them that their worth is based on how fem and attractive they are and that if they're masculine or look like a guy then they're worthless or broken or ugly or whatever. So it makes sense some ftms go through this phase of having to deprogram the negative response to being perceived as masculine.
Are you now weaker than the average man?
>>43714198as i repper i cant comprehend that, and enjoy your little cone tits grow you freaky AGP
>>43714210Eh, not really. I'm a bit weaker but I mostly lost mass and still workout.
>>43714233Stop working out and thicken up with good food instead
i think part of it is also some ftms want to be a certain kind of guy, in the same way mtfs would prefer to be a certain kind of girl (and cis people too want to be a certain kind of person). and in this case he wants to be an effeminate twink sort of guy, not bulky and muscular and hairyalso with the first speech bubble. when i started HRT i didn't tell anyone specifically when I was going to start, not because I didn't have "safe" people to talk to but because I didn't want them to be paying attention to the changes? I just wanted to change on my own, and have those changes be a part of me, not to be watched like a science experiment or something. even now I feel very strange when people comment on the changes that I've gotten from HRT, it's very uncomfortable and does make me want to stop HRT sometimes. not because I don't like the changes but because I just want my appearance to be part of me naturally, not seeming noteworthy or anything. so I wonder if that's part of it for this artist...
I lift to be feminine. I can understand that you lifted to be more masculine and to trigger AAP though. But I don't think lifting has anything to do with gender affirmation because you can achieve a more masculine or a more feminine look depending on your routines. t. repper who's gymmaxxing for butt
>>43714419You're literally transitioning (modifying your body to make it more like what you want) so why not just take hrt at that point?
>>43714198no mtf understands this because they aren't theyfab trenders
>>43714198Yeah OP I used to have those "repper panic attack" moments too, really silly in retrospect, I don't have them at all nowadays and I feel really good when I embrace my femininity insteadThe last time I suffered one was an the way to my LHR appointment, that was when I snapped just let the demon win.
>>43714419just be careful not to overdo it, I literally haven't done a serious upper body work out in 5 years now, and I've been actively avoiding upper body for the last 2 years or so + doing way more cardio. My back is too big and so are my shoulders, this muscle literally never goes away unless you're in a coma or something.
>>43714759Gorgeous woman complains about being beautiful.
>>43714198I went through this but then I decided to become anorexic and lost all the mass.Every good transition should start like this, starve off the male mass when you first take hrt.
>>43714789i made the retarded mistake of going anorexic first to lose all of my male fat, then lifting AFTER starting HRT to help me recover from being anorexic, i was really surprised at how much muscle i put on despite having zero testosterone >>43714770i have a 34 inch underbust at 174cm, I'm pretty sure 2-4 of those inches are just from my oversized spinal erectors and lats.I can't ever wear sleeveless tops because of how capped my shoulders are, I literally mog some of the cis "dudes" at my office. It's honestly terrible I literally wanted to be just be anorexic doll originally but i'm too much of a fatty so I need to exercise fmsl
>>43714759Someone should show your pics to the transbian opinion poster, you literally look a real life Viltrumite, high cheekbones and all!
>>43714850Girls don't lift weights silly. The only exercise my arms get is when I'm jerking a man off lol
>>43714198Funnily enough, gym repping leads to some amazing outcomes. Building mass increases the number of receptors for estrogen or makes them more sensitive to it, i forget which. Look it up if you like Also, c-can we has some physique pics? F-for physical fitness inspirational purposes of course
>>43714850You can wear all of those things and be a beautiful buff woman. It's always sad to such mouthwatering women held back by thinking they should be petite.
>>43714198Most ftms are trenders so most are like this. Actual ftms are not like this because their femininity makes them dysphoric and they actively want to be more masculine. You are also a weirdo for being mtf and wanting to be more masculine instead of it causing you dysphoria.I dunno, it's weird. You seem confused.
>>43716040Ah yes, because no human has ever existed with conflicted and confusing feelings they've had to work out before. It may have been very obvious and easy for you but for a lot of people, shit gets very confusing to deal with.
>>43714198>that if they're masculine or look like a guy then they're worthlessIt's the other way around nona you get treated better by looking masc, that particular artist just has different prioritiesI guess
>>43714216>enjoy your little cone tits grow you freaky AGPnice ive been looking for somewhere to say this:i will because im fucking hot lmaooo being agp is fucking awesome
>>43716040>mtf and wanting to be more masculine instead of it causing you dysphoriaFtMs don't "repress" the same way as MtFs. The ones that constantly compare themselves are trying to justify their comfortability with staying as women by co-opting another groups problem, per usual.>You seem confusedRefer to the latter.>>43716089>conflicted and confusing feelingsWomen are never not confused.They love the emotional bitching about self-inflicted problems they don't have to worry about despite being born on tutorial mode and coddled by society (which excludes MtFs), so it's especially ironic in this case. She's displaying the most feminine behaviors while wanting to be seen as a "fem" man. The lack of self-awareness in pooners is unsurprisingly at the same level, if not more, than normie women.>they've had to work out beforeThe way they "work it out" is just attention-whoring until enough people validate the delusion.If you can't immediately see this roastie as any other Cluster B pronounslop Xitter artist, that's a you problem.
>>43714198This feels like it could have been written by me (except i never really got THAT built due to laziness). I’ve had some real identity crises about my muscles, especially once i learned how difficult they are to lose. Also I know an ex-stacy FTM and what you’re describing is very accurate. Proof that not literally everyone in the world wants to be a young attractive cis woman, I suppose (that’s for you AGP theoryofmindcels lol)
>>43714198bump
>>43714198There's a negative response to being perceived as masculine? What?
that's what I was like when I was younger. I was in a pedophillic relationship and trying to stealth transition to male. id cut my hair or not wear makeup and he would call me ugly and tell me I needed bigger boobs. he was aware I was ftm but it's clear he only saw me as another teenage girl to groom. so I'd feminise myself in hopes he wouldn't abandon me.
>>43714198yeah i understand it conceptually.but every fucking ftm artist posts like this, and gets boosted by 1billion hefabs groomed into repping by terfs. so it gives the impression they are all faketrans.
