I will learn to accept that I am a cis man
I will learn to accept that you are a cis man
Today's music rec: Blue Angel Sparkling Silver 2 by Quite Lighthttps://quietlight.bandcamp.com/album/blue-angel-sparkling-silver-2
>>43721364You're back! How have you been?Also, thank you
>>43721371I only now realized that I forgot the album cover
Do you think taking exogenous sex hormones would make me a happier man?
how does one learn to accept that they are actually a cis man, not that they need to convince themselves they are one. that it is just true and to want anything else is absurd for me.
How does a cisgender male accept he would benefit from medication typically used by mtf transgenders
Should cis men be allowed to take HRTb
>>43721294these are becoming gens desu
>>43721685You will hate yourself even more than you currently do if you will realize that it's right for you
>>43721820But what if it arent
>>43721845Isnt.Fuck sorry im drunk and moided
>>43721723You really should get over yourself. Only a woman would be this afraid of doing something that would clearly improve her life
>>43721873But what if its not for me
>>43722058Why are you afraid of that? You know that won't happen
>>43722074Yeah true im never getting on it so it doesnt matter
>>43722149I meant that you know you won't find out that it's wrong for you. Deep down you know it would feel right in a way you can't put into words, and you're currently terrified of what that actually implies
>>43722199I dont think it would feel any way. I would either enjoy the physical.effects or i would not.
>>43722344That's exactly what any of this is about though
>>43721477Aw, I’m probably not the anon you’re referring to but I’m touched anyway. Good! Still taking hrt for some reason despite also being a cis male, which I am not learning to accept. I wear a bra most of the time now, it’s oddly comforting. Otherwise just spectating cismoid’s journey like everyone else. How are you doing?
Repperkun have you ever disclosed from where in the world are u.
>>43724745repper-kun is from germany
>>43724774!I could visit if she ever wanted to.
>>43724821do it pls. seems that fucker needs more queer irl friends from the sounds or her posts
>>43724836I'm not queer but id love to hang out and smoke weed and play The Binding if Isaac co-op mod.
>>43724861ur fucking queer whether you like it or not
>>43724886Not rly
>>43724889ok queer
excuse me maam
>>43723292I'm glad you're doing well>despite also being a cis maletbf, it's kinda funny that people think that I consider myself a cis man on hrt. I don't actually, despite it being a more or less accurate description >I wear a bra most of the time nowSame. It's gotten too warm for hoodies here, and I don't want to bind, so a tighter sports bra was the easiest option to hide my breasts>Otherwise just spectating cismoid’s journey like everyone elseAlso same, although it's really sad to see sometimes. I just want cismoid to be happy>How are you doing?Pretty good currently, which is a welcome surprise. I hope you're having a nice day
>>43724861I think I'd have fun smoking weed and playing The Binding of Isaac co-op mod with you if we were to ever meet up irl. Also, I didn't realize you were cismoid until like two days ago
>>43725353It's pretty crazy to me that you have taken time out of your day for this threads. Regardless, this is really awesome and I wish I could express my gratitude as more than just words on a screen
>>43725974first I was a hater (I hate doomerism)Then it became fun to have a reason to create something, and frequenting this thread made me a pseudo-local. Turns out, we agree on many things.Maybe the real cruelty was the things I did to my squad...
>>43726115>I hate doomerismMe too tbhon.The thread itself wasn't supposed to be about dooming, but considering it's context and how much I am dooming myself, I think it's only reasonable to hate it.>Turns out, we agree on many thingsThat's interesting. For example what? I'm kinda curious>Maybe the real cruelty was the things I did to my squad...trvke
>>43725792>I don't actuallyWell, me neither really. I see myself as more of an ugly genderless thing on hrt. Male describes my physiological and social reality, cis because I don’t want to larp as a member of an oppressed group, but if I magically passed tomorrow I’d just be a trans woman probably>I just want cismoid to be happySame :/