>MTF>YOUNGSHIT>7 YRS HRT~>PASSER>STRAIGHTUd think this is the makings of a gold star tranny but i fucked upmy libido is so INSANELY high despite EVERYTHING (and by insanely high i mean once every some-days but that's high by my internal standards its overwhelming)I CAN'T GET OFF FROM ANAL and SRS is so far away and then i JERK OFF to gross MALE-BRAINED SHIT I hate that my brain has these INNER thoughts im not even attracted to WOMEN and haven't even imagined topping them (EXCEPT TWILIGHT SPARKLE ID TAP THAT No rlly id abandon my bf for her gr15 can suck my dick)IM GOING INSANE THJE LIBIDO KEEPS RISING BUT MY LEVELS ARE FINE i cant get these thoughts out of my head i can't fo cus i hate touching it down there even though i also want to nad i feel so much shame and disgust afterwards i need to hurl sometimes i feel it work up my throat why must i be so gold star tranny in every other possible facto r except this one i want to tear my fucking dick off but nothing can scrub the memory and knowledge of the fact that deep down somewherei got that little male part in me and anyone or anything i've confided in does not think it's so bad at all and refuses to tell me it's bad ot help me snap out of it even the bighead egghead texts i read are like yeah its fine Even the fucking WOMEN who ive Blahg Blah Blah abt this are like dudeee if i had a dick i would be CUMMING in EVERYTHINg like ok buddy im sure u would how about u uhh reach into that sleeve there and shoot me with ur derringer how about that but my thick male skull might just deflect the bullet guess i couldnt have accounted for that fuck my faggot life full of faggot strife and all the guys r like Wow ... can i have a recording of u using the fleshlight.. . DICKHEAD i even BITCH and MOAN in a male way . Also having a bigger dick than ur bf sucks its not hot or funnyAnypony else feel this way or adjacent? It's pretty distressing, but knowing there's other people in a similar situation would help. Thanks!
>>43736282Hey
>>43736282Nigga did u just say you’d fuck a pony
>>43736282what are your levels? I gotta know; don't want to get as horny as yuo.
>>43736282>TWILIGHT SPARKLEReally? Like really sparkle booty? I mean I know she’s autism coded but like she doesn’t even seem like it be cool, like wouldn’t you rather get hollowed out by Big Mac? Or get freaky with Discord? Just saying but you have terrible taste anon
why are u gonna kill that cat with a machete, OP?
>>43736929>test 1.16 nmol/L>oestradiol 4989 pmol/L>eGFRcreat (CKD-EPI)/1.73 m*290 mL/min/1.73m2>prolactin561 mu/Lit's hard being retarded i cant WAIT to EXCISE my DICK with a MACHETE like >>43736299>>43736929She likes books I like books I don't give a FUCK if she's not cool she's a nerd I'm a nerd I am studying so hard to turn everyone int oa pony thats honestly a whole other thing entirely but wehn i die ill hopefully reincarnate into equestria and the problem is i find it hard to imagine twilight sparkle being with a mare i think she'd more deserve a stallion so i might just need to psyop myself into being a stallion i dont LIKE big mac or discord they're nice and all but twilight sparkle phew i mean i literally fell out of love with my bf because of her i had a psychotic episdoe or smth or a terrible illness in relation to her which was a contributingfactor sure but yeah she's greathttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ef8EJ6OGElAI mean we dont haveto focus on the horsepussy thing i really think thats the least important part out of everything i said its more thatI don't like having a penis so i think ishould kill myself>>43736351Who knows! Maybe it feels great! I think it might just fix me, one way or another.>>43736964m gonna unknowingly take out my sexual frustrations upon it expressed as violence rather than sex and itll be like a deep theme thing that the audience analyses like wow they used a phallic object to decapitate the 'cat' ('pussy'-cat) as to represent ,I'm genuinely rlly upset I couldve had it so good by tranny standards but fucking cross dimensional rapehon transbian disease got to me thru an alternate vector
>>43737018I think we should focus on the horse pussy and the machete, both of these things are alarming on their own
Actually sat down and thought about it and I think I got over it. Cheers
