>be me>19yo mtf>on E for like 1.5y>parents don't know>nobody knows except some friends I've told>they all tell me I'm pretty and feminine and like to dress me up>I think I look pretty in the moment but later it's clear I just have the face and body of a man>post on tttt discords to see if anyone there will be honest>"giwtwm" over and over again>told I look like a foid and I should stop larping as a honIs there any reason everyone is such a hugboxxer? I dress androgynously. I don't work out, I do skincare, and yet I have not malefailed once. Nobody can tell I'm anything but an effeminate man IRL but everyone who knows I'm a tranny tells me I look great. Are they trying to get me hatecrimed by giving me enough honfidence to girlmode in public? Are they right and is it everyone else including myself who is delusional?
they all know IDIOT
>>43742313nobody knows. everyone just thinks I'm a faggot at worse. my parents think I'm a straight man because I told them I was bi at 12 and changed my mind at 17. everyone talks to me like they would a cis man or at worst a fag nobody knows
>>43742329>>43742313
>>43742279for the people on trans discords, they think you look better than them and cope by saying you pass, because if you don't then it means they definitely don't (despite all the dooming, these people still hold in their hearts the idea that they can pass or are on the cusp of it). for cis people, you're a man who feels like they need to be a woman, or you'll be depressed. they find your presentation to be a cute attempt. they never think you, or any trans person, can actually pass. that's extremely rare, and to them, it'd be like seeing a celebrity.
>>43742346if they knew I would be disowned and cut off from financial aid instantly, they already tried once when I told them I was gay the first time. completely oblivious
I think the same, but Im always malefailing
>>43742438no they just don't want you to say it because as long as you don't say it they have plausible deniability
>>43742279I'm a quite honest man, post a temporary img link and I'll tell you without hugboxing.
>>43742463one time my mother caught me wearing half smudged off eyeliner and cried for like a day and a half if she had any idea about my b cups it would be much much worse. no way in hell do they know lmao
>>43742479https://litter.catbox.moe/phdnr1f6w6f29x4o.png
>>4374256518 year old man with no facial hair.
>>43742875finally someone has the courage to say it
>>43742565You look like a boy. You have potential and feminine lashes, but you aren't even a hon atm. Just a man
>>43743225https://litter.catbox.moe/esj5parh0uao8txi.jpg what if I anglefraud
>>43743336you just look cuter if you anglefraud. to me it still reads man, just twinkier.
>>43742347NVKED (NVGGER)
>>43743363amazing. I should be upset at this because it actually confirms my suspicions but they're shooting people in the streets for even looking trans so I suppose I'm safe from that at least
