>>43744161
Ur art is starting to look a lot nicer, keep improving nona

>>43744161
how did you get breasts in 2 months? you didnt try hon dosing first?

>>43744161
All those baby doomers annoy me, shut up 2 months isnt shit

>>43744161
>two months
report back in two years, meanwhile touch grass your levels aren't even stable yet so FUCK OFF

>>43744187
well it used to make me look younger but no more, even fast
>>43744184
bruh im late 40s (xd)
>>43744177
ive been on and off for a decade
>>43744168
ty omo

Also can you guys help me with this. So today I went outside and I'm a 30+ year old NEET with avoidant personality disorder. And everyone was calling me "sir" and using respectful honorifics in my countries language (basically seeing me as almost like a man through and through, a respectable adult member of society who could be a father, have a family a car etc) And women who I usually would've considered uninteresting seemed very attractive to me. They seemed very hot, they're nice soft skin, hair, youth. Though because I've become so old and far behind, it seemed I would never have a chance. But that's a strange phenomenon because I was always mostly just an AGP nigga. Anyhow so I thought it'd be nice to be this perceived family man or something like that: have money, get some bitches, and so on. Like finally thought I could go back to normality and become a normie, because it felt like the thing to do. Mind you this is just from walking around outside (I had to go to the doctor to get some breathing tests done over the course of 3 days). So yeah, that was that, so I'm almost ready to be a normal man. It sounds fun. You know I've been running into this problem of when I focus too much on becoming feminine I feel like a narcissist, like I'm demonic like Madonna or something like that. Like those postmodern jewish satanists. Either way, it feels wrong and sad, even if I passed perfectly and looked like a 10/10 girl it would feel wrong. So now I have to be a normal man. It sounds fun, though I'm very far behind. I was damning myself for having wasted my life like this. Like shit, all I needed was to get a degree and a job and my life would be really nice. I fucked up. Can you even make up for lost time?

>>43745163
i wouldnt frame it as making up for lost time, beind behind. thats just a narrative. you can reframe it as having a life of beginnings, firsts, and newness ahead of you, that way you see it as something fresh and not to be taken for granted. because maybe a lot of people would love to be in your position if they see themselves as having wasted decades on marriages only to be divorced. or starting a business to go bankrupt. or a career to be replaced by ai. and so on.
just be careful of repressing because what can happen is if you frame your years being fem as a waste and swing too hard into butching up then you can overcompensate, hate yourself for being fem, and then the hate builds up and you relapse as a john 50. so the real progress is not hating yourself or framing anything negatively imo.

>>43745685
Okok ty