I feel like my gender is just that I was molested at a young age. Like, trauma fucked me up so badly I don't feel like a person and I certainly don't feel like a boy or a girl. There's no fixing me at this point, at least not in the sense of making me a normal person. I'm just going to be a weird little thing that other people who weren't raped don't understand, but who you can at least be nice to. I'd probably be cis if I had a normal childhood, but there's no going back, so now I'm getting nullification surgery and top surgery so I can be a cute little sexless thing.
>>43747344what's in ur pants
>>43747371Right now it's a vagina but soon it'll be nothing like a cute lil doll.
>>43747376i was expecting you to have a cock for some reason
>>43747391Sorry.
>>43747410either would've been fine i think you sound cute and i liked ur pic but i don't get the nullification surgery thing or anything
>>43747421>but i don't get the nullification surgery thing or anythingWhy?
>>43747433Where pee if no hole?
>>43747433i don't get how it follows from you being molested that you want the nullification. im just a predatory hon though which is why im up in your thread so don't mind me
>>43747471Small hole.
>>43747482Then its not really nullified is it
>>43747491The point is that there's no genital.
>>43747523Where do you think the pee hole comes from?I can understand having severe trauma surrounding genitalia after experiencing sexual abuse due to having experienced the same, but I'm having trouble understanding how a nullification surgery would comfort someone even if they are repulsed by their own genitalia.I dont mean this to disarm your decision on it, you do you ofcourse lol.Just genuinely curious on what the mentality is because to me nullification surgery wouldnt remove the trauma I have surrounding it, just a reminder. And I think seeing a pseudo-smooth doll like surgery result everytime I look down is not gonna be anything else other then just another reminder, have you considered trauma specific therapy?
>>43747491>Then its not really nullified is itCisgender women do not pee out of the same hole that they receive sex in.
