How do you deal with a deep unsettling emptiness? I feel like a broken person or not one at all
>>43765900why do i have to be like these people
>>43765900take some benzos, drink alcohol then cry to sleep.works for me
>>43765953cant cry
>>43765900I overeat
>>43765945you do not have to be like these people nona
idk I kinda want to blow my brains out rn
>>43766011I did that and now I'm fat>>43765900cure is sh, alcohol, drugs, bingingbut theyre all terrible choices, so instead one must try random health bs until they find one that works
>>43765900i hate this mp4 so much it makes me want to blow my brains out
>>43765958take more alcohol and mroe benzo then, until you can cry>>43766055sh I dont recommend, it gets a lot harder to try to make even friendships, unless you do somethign that leaves no marks
>>43765953>>43766072please quit mixing alcohol and benzos, nona :< you could die, and you don't deserve that
>>43766088I do deserve I'm a terrible person, and I really wish I could die.benzo + alcohol is literally the only thing that keeps me on living desu
Don't use alcohol for thisT. Just went through my second detox, looking for rehab placement and having a family member stay with me 24/7 until then so I don't relapse
>>43766139pussy
>>43766139ily anon, proud of you for getting sober :>>>43766160was that satisfying?
>>43766072Yeah, idk what I'm doing I literally made the threadSH is awful, I don't hide it and just walk around with scars visible, but there's always a constant pull to cut again>>43766139It's hard not to, it's easy to binge drink and easier to get than drugs when you're a pussy
>>43765900Did these girls... Die? That's a lotta air. I get why ppl find the video cringe but it just makes me sad :( I hope they're okay
>>43766202at least one of them is confirmed alive, i think she managed to escape russia
>>43766139well if you want to detox, you dont need to alcohol to keep away the emptiness.>>43766197>I don't hide it and just walk around with scars visiblethe problem with that is that noone takes you seriously, so depending on where you work it becomes a big problem.>but there's always a constant pull to cut againlike any addiction after the first time, sooner or later you'll relapse.>>43766213there's really no perfect way to kys besides a gun eh? I just wish I could use the easy way out.
