>>43768529
why

It takes more courage to be a feminine man without taking hrt.

>>43768529
Good luck!

>>43768529
in 2 days you'll come crawling back

>>43768560
im a loser incel manmoid with no future and i cant even pretend im female so why bother? Im not a woman or a tranny
>>43768727
ty
>>43768782
im already off my meds
>>43768563
Im not feminine, im extremely malebrained

>>43769313
Please don't sabotage yourself. You have a future you make for yourself, you can make it a happy one.

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>>43768529

Nona, be kind to yourself
Why did you start this journey?
Are you giving up because you don't want it anymore, or just because you just don't feel hope right now? If it's the latter, don't sabotage yourself

>>43769313
>im a loser incel manmoid with no future and i cant even pretend im female
describes a lotta trannies well imo

>>43769696
I dont need it
never did
it was escapism and fake

>>43769709
i have nothing in common with real trans women

>>43769667
not as a tranny

>>43768529
BASED
I tried going back but wussed out after my boobs shrunk a cup size and I remembered some guy hitting on me and saying I was the hottest girl at the venue (probably drunk/lying but still felt nice). It is nice having a bf now too
good luck in the upcoming draft OP and with manhood in general. shave your head in order to really commit to not coming back

>>43769778
If op had a good reason she wants to build a future as a woman, she should stick to that instead of acting like she will be happy pretending to live as a man.

>>43769878
Wow this is fucking depressing, giving up a good chance at passing because your boobs shrunk. Please grow your hair out and get back on e.

>>43770053
Nigga can you not read?
I tried to detrans and then went back immediately cuz I felt my breast shrink. I never shaved my head
I'm encouraging OP to detrans because this life clearly isnt for him and shaving your head makes you commit to the journey back
Work on your reading comprehension

>>43770353
Oh I thought you meant going back to transitioning sorry. Op should transition, she shouldn't destroy the best chance she will get.

>>43770034
I’m op
It was all fake
I’m a man
I was pretending to be trans

>>43770553
I think I might just get a haircut soon
>>43769878
I won’t get drafted Im not fit for that

>>43770587
No I don't think it was fake if you went to the effort of transitioning. You wanted something out of estrogen and are depriving yourself to live an unfulfilling conformist life.

>>43770631
No definitely don't haircuts don't even look that good on men.

>>43770644
My life is meaningless

>>43770797
That's what every depressed person says before they get better. I know it looks impossible, but you have nowhere to go but up.

>>43768529
Congratulations! All the best for you.

>>43770818
Not if I keep lying to myself
>>43771178
Ty, time to live somehow

>>43771202
why live?

>>43770034
Stop lying to people you don't know about how their life works. It's not for you to decide if he should pursue the futility of pretending to be a woman.

>>43768782
Why would he need to "crawl" to people who are always talking about how supportive and accepting they are??

>>43769667
Sounds like he's taking a step in exactly that direction.

>>43771213
>disrespectful or hateful comment

>>43771213
True
I guess there is nothing else
I can’t die

>>43771223
Yep
Only ensouled women can transition those who knew their identity since birth
Im just a man
Trying to avoid that is pointless

>>43771299
yes you can

>>43769878
>It is nice having a bf now too
>being trans is harder than being gay
>but trannies always act like taking hrt makes it magically easier to find a man
your narrative is inconsistent

>>43771202
>>43771314
You are lying to yourself by claiming you want a male body. It doesnt make a lick of difference when you decided you had enough of living in a male body, you realized the truth you tried to ignore.

>>43771253
It's she.

>>43771353
Not for you to say. He said he's a man, and he's probably right lmao.

>>43771339
You transparently have no idea who or what you're talking about. If he doesn't want to sip the kool-aid anymore then you need to let him hop the fence.

>>43771367
I believe based on what she has said, she wants to transition but is purely detransitioning out of depression, and that detransition will make her depression worse. If I see a person dying I will try to help them, however futile it is.

>>43771412
OP here
why do you even think this?

>>43771339
>you realized the truth you tried to ignore.
i didnt
its just escapism and porn think
The truth is i was always male and still am

>>43771427
It's just a textbook pattern I have seen online (especially on 4tran4 and /lgbt/) of depression -> detransition -> suicide and from what you have said ("My life is meaningless", "I guess there is nothing else I can’t die", "Im just a man
Trying to avoid that is pointless") all sound like comments an incredibly depressed person would write. There are people who happily detransition but I don't think your one of them.

>>43771439
I thought like that too and still transitioned. If I don't like being male, why would I not take estrogen, might not be a woman but I'm less male and happier!

>>43771473
My depression isnt relevant to anything trans related
Im just not self actualised and left behind many opprtunities to live in squalor and literal shit for minimum wage
wasted my life and i cant telly ou why
depression i guess
transition was the escapism i needed but it is just that
It can never truly make me the real me
I dont even know who that is

>>43771511
Its related it all is. You need more than transition to make the real you but I seriously think your probably transgender from the way you write about being trapped as a male. Your real you is a you that is happier than the previous day. Try to become that real you and you'll live a worthwhile life.

>>43769313
>already off
you people are faketrans ngl I can't stand a day off hrt

>>43771607
im not trans i know

>>43772127
You probably are. I went for 3 weeks without hrt and thought I was doing fine but slowly I could feel myself getting worse, then I went back on hrt.

>>43771491
i dont care if im male or not
>>43771561
what if this is the real me? The depressed childish drunkard loser
>>43772175
idk ive never been longer than a week or two off it
i just went back out of habit eventually
because "I have to"
its time to stop

>>43771320
Bold of you to assume I was going back to being a fag. I was gonna larp as cishet and go volcel. I just so happened to get a bf a month or so later, and detransing means losing him.
>being trans is harder than being gay
it is tho. by a lot. especially if you aren't stealth.
being gay isn't a walk in the park either by any means, hence the intended larping, but the negative consequences are vastly different

>>43768529
Wishing you sm luck sis, I just scheduled an appointment w my psych to talk about maybe doing it to :(

>>43771223
>>43771314
You don't need to pretend to be a woman to transition. Just be a he/him tranny instead of a soulless repper or a gender decontrusctor

>>43772577
I wont pretend to be those either
I dont have the thing that makes trans women women
Why bother with the 3rd thing?

>>43768529
Gigabased OP mega W's to you. You've inspired me to go ahead and detransition myself. But I don't have the courage to stop taking hrt, or presenting as a man (even a fem man), I'm pretty sure I'm going to still use "she/her," plus I'm too lazy to change my legal sex back, and I'm still gonna get srs, but I'll tell people I'm a "she/her" man. Thank you OP for helping me find the courage to take this step.

>>43772628
Very funny and original!

>>43772518
You shouldn't do it.

>>43772212
That's not the real you. You are not a depressed loser, you are a beautiful girl made in the image of god.

>>43773155
how ca you know that?
You dont

>>43773155
also HA
image of god my ass
came on, you can tell how ironic that statement is