> be me, mtf> Pass quickly, stealth for 6 years, cutting yourself from trans people>Have crippling dysphoria despite it all>Be in a long term relationship with a fantastic cis lesbian>Be radically transphobic to project self hatred>Attend reactionary religious communities just to fit in, perceived as an heterosexual biogirl>Be victim of a chaser in said religious community >Fear he might have told them I am a pathetic yearny tranny >Never attend again and decide to be religious on my own >Attend trans association for the first time, first feeling shame then feeling happiness being surrounded by those who were your sisters since the start and whom you neglected>Decide to get FFS because it's free where I live and the hospital is 5 min of tramway away >Get jawline FFS against crippling dysphoria > Instantly become pretty >Cures depression by affirmations and positivity >Have a perfect relationship with my girlfriend, happy being her tradwife> Get a healthy group of trans friends, all so special and brilliant and kind>Gets a crush on one of them, a tall ethereal soft spoken shy beauty >Tell to gf "how would you react if I had sex with E**> "Can I watch?" (She is imejoshi)>Instantly gets butterflies in the stomach>Organises acid trip in the hope to unite all the baddies I know I a room>End up on acid with crush, wife and a friend>Looking at her all trip long and imagining her hands around my neck while she pounds senseless>Imagine me making love to her and admiring her slender body totally naked>Gf rolls a joint >She says,maliciously "Hey, op, why don't you shotgun E**>Blushe>Get close to her mouth>Imagine the taste of her tongue and the tone of her moans >Receive shotgun from her>Reach absolute nirvana >I finally am the happiest person in the world
>>43771904nice trip
