>was always very secretive about being a homo, still a virgin at 20>people called me a fag in middle school, and i didn't feel bothered even if it was later true>one of my only friends online called me a fucking "spiritual pooner" yesterday >somehow that stung like a bitch despite being a genuine cis male>realized there was some merit to it>i barely weigh 120 pounds, and unlike trannies my natural state is being a meek fag, i pretend to be masculine>if i get horny i dont let myself use porn, and i have to take a shower after to "rinse away" disgust>when some retard calls me cute i tend to watch literal hitler speeches and force myself to research blue collar work>my own mother said im smart but "wouldn't make it as a diesel mechanic"im sorry this is incoherent but idk what the fuck is wrong with me
>>43777924i already said i would have sex with you in the last 50 threads you've posted
>>43777934ahshiti highly doubt you would really do that. but i like you now... get out of here. go home.
>>43777924Cute you sound like me pre-transition, especially getting called meek and spiritually a pooner> i tend to watch literal hitler speecheswait what?
>>43777924>if i get horny i dont let myself use porn, and i have to take a shower after to "rinse away" disgustHonestly a stranger reaction than just jerking off.
>>43777957it is true. i, i don't fully believe in what he says, but the emotion is why i like them. i am dumb.admittedly the aspect of "win or die trying" is neat. i wanted to cure my disgusting faggotry by working at a steel mill for a while. thought it'd build discipline. i have myopia though, not cut out for it sadly.
>>43777924Built for rough sex
>>43777924sounds like me (emotionally) before transition really feel the whole "trans guy but cis" thing except I got pretty good at being a dude
>>43780105Snoymoder I really fw you (although i was *not* good at "being a dude")
>>43780123I learned by basically doing a lot of theater and singing and embracing a really solid baritone and just building an identity around that
>>43777924i cant blame you hitler speeches sound amazing
>>43777924bf material honestly
