I hate being trans. I hate being brown. I hate being this way, I'm constantly in emotional pain. and I can't even leave my house without feeling like everyone wants to kill me. Idk anymore I'm losing my grip on my mental health again and I don't have friends.Seeing pretty brown trans women fucks me up way more than seeing a chud call me a man for the 1 millionth time. I know beauty is out of my reach, but I so desperately want to pass and be pretty like other brown girls. I don't know anymore, nothing feels real. It's the darndest thing really.
>>43789379this board might actually be dead.
>>43789408yeah, people just hang out in generals or discord now :/
>>43789408this is just boring. what could anyone say besides bemoaning the same or encouraging you? are you willing to leave it up to luck or are you simply incapable of presenting how you want?
