just have to try oke

Short answer: You won't, being a tranny is really not that bad, you'll have essentially the same mental issues either way.

The whole "ruin your life" meme is just the anxiety talking.

making the commitment also helps. Like you can just decide, i'm doing this, i'm letting go of the possibility of being a man forever, whatever happens, so be it. Because doubts are what hurts, so why bother with them? You can't know the road not taken.

>>43794983
Common feelings to have and anyone who says they don't are lying. Even if you end up regretting and detransitioning that's ok too. You explored your individuality and that's nothing to be shamed about.

it's mainly the social transition i'm afraid of, i don't really care if i go on hrt then realise im not trans.

>>43794983
there's nothing long term hrt can do to you that can't be undone
there's nothing short term hrt can do to you that can't be undone with a couple trips to the gym
the only permanent changes come from surgery, and even that might change soon with recent advances in organ regeneration technology
there's nothing to lose from trying

>>43795341
okay, yeah, social transition is terrifying at first. It gets easier over time

>>43794983
>what if im not a tranny and i'll regret transitioning?
then you can open a lawsuit with your provider and 4chjan and claim millions in compensation. its a win/win