Hello to all the LGBT friends in 4chan, I do not care if this thread gets ignored or does not get a lot of replies, I just want to take this out here because I know it is necessary and specially now since for some of us it is pride month.If you do not know who the person that went under that username was, they were someone who used to post on this board from the years 2022-2024, a lot of the time, the posts and replies were hurtful and rude and dumb and they were mostly about how they were against HRT medicine for transgender people and for them to to accept themselves without medicine and do things like homeopathic remedies. I was that person who posted and said those things, I remember I used to say a lot of hurtful words and curses and I made a lot of trans people angry. Back then I did not know why and I thought I was being a rebel or a contrarian in the trans community but I was just hurtful and I was only looking at trans women as objects for sex, that was oppresive and hurtful. I used to call myself a non-binary person that used no HRT and I also said I was a lesbian even if I never had a girlfriend.Since 14 years old, I have been a gay man and I have been happy that way, those 2 years of posting here were a time in where I was very confused and I wanted to be part of a community and it happened in a very bad way by my part. I also showed very sensitive and private information about me, like photos of myself, I have changed a lot so that person in those photos is not how I look like anymore and that is also a good analogy of my personality and thoughts, I have matured to be a better person, to stop demeaning transgender women and others. So I deeply apologize for those posts of the past, they are just a bad piece of my own history and a product of its time when I was not mature and not loving my neighbor, I regret all of it.Transgender people are beautiful and the gender that they want to be, and HRT medicine is ok for them. I love all of you.
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>>43796026If there is something my ex taught me is that nobody can make mistakes, purposely or not, and never receive constant resentment for it. Change everything about yourself and vanish into a different life. There is no attornment. Unless you're hot of course.
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>>43796026i dont believe uyou have to kiss me on the lips if you rlly mean it only then will i forgive u
>>43796163Thank you for the advice but I will not change everything about myself because since 2024 I changed to be myself again fully, I still take responsability for the things I said and that is why I apologize.My posts and comments back then were not extremely rude and I was not saying discriminatory words, but sometimes it felt like I was making fun of people and making them feel bad because they were not doing things like me
>>43796271You can absolutely apologize. I'm saying for some it won't make a lick of difference since they just live to hate or hold you to unrealistic standards you'll never meet and forever chasing your own tail. I'm not saying others won't but sometimes it's just better for everyone to let it go and move on.
>>43796316This is true, I will never be able to convince people that do not forgive me to forgive me, I never made any friends when I was posting in 4chan so at least I will not dissappoint anyone, but this post mostly was posted for the people that used to interact with (me) Lilyenby back then
>>43796375And also, for the people that made fun of me back then and insulted me a lot and called me a lot of things, I forgive you, I really want to to move on and have a peaceful life and this whole thing has been in my head for some weeks, I can not believe that I was very different back then
>>43796026Post a new photo with timestamp to prove it's really you
>>43796026Is this part of 12 steps or something?
>>43796407Ok, I censored my face for privacy. I hope that you can read the paper clearly
>>43796552How are we supposed to know it's you if you censor your face? LolAlso if it is you, you've already posted face before so there's no risk to you, especially since you're apologizing
>>43796756> How are we supposed to know...That is easy to answer, because of the background from an old photo that I posted here in 2023!
>>43796854You could've photoshopped the image onto a new background or used AI. Sorry I'm not buying it i think OP is just faking it
>>43796891I did not use any AI to generate any image, that is just my current room and the one I have been in, I covered my face because I learned that privacy is important in the internet. And please trust me because I am being honest and I am not faking it, this is an old topic and nobody would have wanted to apologize for something random from 2 years ago!
>>43796026>>43796271>>43796375>>43796854>>43796854You can repent by getting on your knees and having my big White tranny gock stuffed down your brown throat as I spit on your face.
>>43796026>>43796552>>43796854I feel like low IQ people really insist on imposing their opinions on other people. Why are retards so comfortable with fascism? "you don't need HRT, just accept yourself!" sounds like something a low IQ chud would say. Why are you guys so stupid?
>>43796953I do not impose my opinions on anybody anymore, I do not like fascism and now I learned to love others and respect them. I learned a lot
>>43796987I have a hard time sympathizing with you, even when I was younger I let other people do their thing. I was even a little chuddy when I was a teenager. I never tried to disenfranchise trans people though. You seem both low IQ and emotionally weak. Even if you changed your mind on trans people, it's highly likely you mess with people in other aspects of your life. You seem like a genuinely self-centered, selfish, repugnant person. It's sad that it took transitioning for you to gain any semblance of empathy and I'm not confident that you are a well meaning person in general.
>>43797049Thank you for your opinion and I will respond. I am not chuddy or I was chuddy back then, I had wrong ideas about trying to be better than trans people by not using HRT but I never said awful things like discriminatory words against transgender people, but I did do wrong by wanting to be better. I was emotionally weak but I have grown to be better in that regard and to love and accept everyone and I am deeply sorry for making you feel hurt, I know that transgender people right now in some countries are goijg through awful things and I wish I could do more things to help, keep living your life and being yourself please.I am sorry but no, I do not mess with people in my life or make them feel hurt or insult them, I love all my friends and all of the people I meet and I do not hurt them or make them feel less, I stopped cussing a long time ago also, for the health of everyone around me, and even then, I only cussed online but I know that even online words have consequences.Please trust me that I am well meaning, those posts and comments are of the past and of someone that is not like that and will never be like that again. I will try my best to always be better to everyone
I used to be just gay. I only was a side and sucked dick. I never bottom before due to being tight and being nervous with hookups and having to prep beforehand. I never topped either. So I never penetrated anyone.My small dick convinced me to troon out, I am boymodding with HRT now
