its been a few months since ive been here but i feel like things have been getting worse i dont pass at all and i keep getting called a tranny or faggot in public i hate everything and i doubt my partner even really sees me as a man. image by me since im not posting myself here again :/
>>43796516>sub bottomlol
>doubt my partner even really sees me as a man.if your partner is a man then no, if your partner is a woman then functionally yes but as a twinky guy
>>43796516You can fight reality only for so longI'm sorry to tell you this but you will never seen as a man and even if you passed and someone found out somehow. No dick = not a man
If women truly saw you as a man they would never fuck you or acknowledge your presence since you're 5'7 with small frame and probably don't indulge in violent crime.
>>43796516>picrelgiwtwm sooo fucking bad but unfortunately im a stupid 6 foot ogre fuck my stupid amab life (︵,)
>>43796597can poons become nullies or is that only an option for mtf its my only hope
>>43796516>can't goon
>>43796516Yeah no one sees you as a man.
>>43796615this guy knows, he's very short
This is a horrible place. I've been on T for a few years now and my partner definitely views me as a man and so does everybody else. It gets better. Please get off 4chan and find trans people to support you in real life. This place is a pit of despair.
>>43796516>and i keep getting called a tranny in publicThey think youre mtf?Yeah that sucks, who wants to look like a man with cone tits?I hope it gets better.
>>43796933god i wish. more like this. where I live theres a weirdly large amount of incels who think like this and idk y
>>43796516So you just want to be an ordinary girl to have something to find about?
>>43796516pooners will look like this and be like man i dont pass, yeah maybe because you have done NOTHING to appear more male. the dumb ass image says not even on T, muh cant go on T. WHY? uh bc my parents will be mean to me :( i might go bald :( you COULD do all those things but CHOOSE not to, because you don't actually WANT to be a man, you want to be a "femboy" or whatever dumb retared mtf youngshit type stuff, you want to be a yaoiboi. All of those things you are complaining about are things you can change, but truth is you probably don't want to change and are too weak willed to.
>>43797474insurance doesnt cover t and I do not have that kinda money im already struggling keeping up with the medication i need to actually live
>>43797339chronically fembrained art style
>>43797543do you like my poon fairy
>>43797542lol are you one of those retarded kind of people with 20 different medications for mental health? also T isnt that much its like between 20-80$ its not that much money
>>43797582said in image, and yeah I just don't have that much to spare monthly. maybe if i ever get a raise
>>43797542Ok how about this: why is your fucking hair long?You. Aren’t. Trying.
>>43797654you didnt but lol, ill be real im one of those eat healthy, be active and read type of people with mental health issues, the average person is far to dependent on medications to "resolve" their issues, but you likely will just live a life of pain and lack of fulfillment unless you drastically change the way you think. you probably have bpd or bipolar dont you
>>437976644 year old pic but wtv but im not going back to this i cant pull off short heir without looking like more of a theyfab than i already do>>43797721yeahh bpd and schizophrenia ive been trying to improve my lifestyle but it takes time. idk
>>43797809are you actually schizophrenic? in that case i have a bit more sympathy for you, but i highly doubt it would even be worth it for you to transition, being a man is lonely and if you're schizophrenic you're better off depending on others. much more likely to fall through the cracks
>>43797809very masc phone
>>43797887yes diagnosed, and idk if its worth it though ive been hoping my current friends would stick around and start taking me seriously if I actually looked and sounded more masculine>>43797902i miss it sm i dropped it in a puddle a few years back it was much better than what i have now
>>43797809Cute lesbianWould date
>>43797951you're probably better off as a repper desu. wth an actually serious diagnosis like that you should just quit entertaining it, being ftm is hard and lonesome, so really evaluate if being alone, hairy and generally not very attractive is worth it. if you have a psychotic episode you're much more likely to be abandoned and fall through the cracks and end up homeless as a man/ftm than being a woman. ntm your idealing of the opposite gender might be a result of other mental issues
>>43798016ill think abt it. thanks idk its a lot, life is not good right now
>>43796516Fembrain art style desu. Needs to be a wojak or some shit
>>43796516anon you can make it, start T though. >>43796907 has a better point find trans people irl and it becomes a lot easier, i know plenty of trans dudes and they're definitely men.
>>43796641Honestly I feel like the tdick is pretty useful, you could split the diff and do simple meta with CR and then hysto or salpingo. Vaginectomy too I guess.
>>43796516I love being a femboy so fucking much so what some numbskulls call me a tranny or a faggot it’s cute that my partner barely sees me as a man
>>43796516Easy pass just get on testosterone >but insurance won't cover- you either need to apply for insurance that covers t or walk to a state where it is covered
>>43796516>keep getting called a tranny or faggottranslation: you already pass as a man. not ideally (not yet), but you're already much more ahead than you think. you could likely improve by just being less of a femboy in style.>i doubt my partner even really sees me as a manbrainwormsdo you enjoy your life together? if yes, then keep enjoying. life is too short to be wasted on autistic minutiae that ultimately doesn't matter that muchsometimes i'm my guy's gf, sometimes i'm his estrogenized faggot. but goddamn it he's an amazing life partner and that matters a lot more long term, anon.be malebrained about this and be more pragmatic. and, really, there's nothing wrong with being a femboy.we have a common friend who is an afab femboy and it's the greatest fun when it's hard to figure out which one of us is amab.
5'7 is 20 times better than most poons
>>43797339>do you want to be raped or something?Only foids would think men would walk up to them and say this
>>43796516>5'7I'm trying really hard to listen to anything that you have to say but my manlet rage stops me from doing so
>>43801170I just want to be a masculine man being a femboy isn't something I'm interested in>>43801187direct quote, but to be fair the guy was more retarded than me and extremely porn brained
>>43796516How long have u been on T?
>>43796516Even if you were born with a penis, being a fem bottom would already get you called a girl until you got reverse gender dysphoria.t. cis man on hrt
