i began having AGP feelings when i was 16. they didn't go away til i was 22. i've been free for 2 years. i've had a full time job for most of that.i live alone now, and i finally took a vacation. now all the AGP stuff is flooding back. i rlly crave being a fat tranny. idc much about passing as long as im soft and cuddly.it's FUCKED. i feel insanely happy for the first time in months. like, i can legit make goals and i'm interested in stuff in life. but i'm INSANELY horny constantly so i know it's just a coombrained fetish.i'm going back to work soon. how can i push this out of my mind and get rid of it??
>>43798487girl idk what to tell you bc when i was living on my own i was able to keep the thoughts at bay but when i got a bf and moved in with him i gained 80 pounds
>>43798487> i rlly crave being a fat tranny. idc much about passing as long as im soft and cuddly.relatable but I still care about passing> i'm INSANELY horny constantly so i know it's just a coombrained fetish.doesn't estrogen kill your sex drive?> how can i push this out of my mind and get rid of it??uhh, you cant lol
>>43798585>girli'm a guy...>>43798869hrt does nuke sex drive iirc from the tranners i've talked to. however i would not know!>uhh, you cant lolh-haha
>>43798915you're not on estrogen???? what the fuck, how does your body look like that
>>43798915honey, you're a guy for now. whether or not you crack from dysphoria or agp it'll happen.
>>43798928why do you think that's a picture of op
>>43798928sorry to disappoint but pic is manicmelons >_<>>43798966even if i do crack im definitely a fetishist i shouldn't transitionlike im obsessed with trans women. there's something's wrong with me
>>43798487god same its my biggest craving of all time and i love my body so much since i gained weight, and my bf loves my body tooi think u should try anon for me i feel like my life is so much better nowpicrel body goals but shes basically me rn
>>43798487also i love u for posting this thread it makes my day better seeing it
>>43799356your arms arent that big though are they
>>43798487hnngghh pic is goals
>>43799011who gives a hell just do whatever you want vro
The desire to get fat is rotting my brain so hard I genuinely don’t know how long it will take for femal fat distribution to be a thing for me but when it happens I’m probably gonna explode
>>43799011Honey, dear, why shouldn't you become the object of your obsession? You'd be so happy! As long as you are respectful and don't hurt anyone, who gives a shit? You WANT it, so GET it!
>>43798487what exactly is the problem?sounds like things are working out for you and you are happy
>>43801373I'm so worried about this too. I actually really like having a lean body, but the being fat with a female fat distribution is calling to me like picrel I don't think I'll be able to resist it if I end up being bottom-heavy
>>43799356did you transition before getting fat? also did you pass beforeglad you liked the thread <3>>43800388i'd want to be heavier ngl, but it's a good starting point >:3>>43801391i would be rly rly happy. it'd be nice to be joyful again all the time. ik i won't pass + im a fetishist i'd just be making stuff worse for ACTUAL trans ppl>>43801396because i'm not tru trans, i'd never be able to get hrt and i will never pass, 100% hon.
>>43802576>because i'm not tru transare u a top or a bottom?
>>43802745top, i wanna suck gock and plap fat trannies
>>4380257670% of people who use the term "trutrans" mean it to just mean wanting to have sex with men, theyll probably just call you an autistic agp like they do everyone else nonado your injections NOW
>>43800339yeah nowhere near at all hers r so cute im jelly, shes def alot bigger than me now that i look at it>>43802576yaa ofc! i wanted all the fat gain to be fully feminised fat, i wouldnt have it otherwisefor passing um yeah i mean ive had my doubts but many ppl have told me i was a passoid before<33also body goals omg
>>43802912i'm LITERALLY just an autistic fetishist sperg, i only have nerdy hobbies and i'm malebrained as hecklike, imagine me trying to explain to someone why i trooned out. "oh yeah i wanted to be an obese fat lazy tranny fucking other fat trannies". it's NOT a good look :(
>>43803182im trutrans but im going to start telling people this is why i trooned out bc its lwk half trueu should follow ur dreams anon u can always lie if ur embarrassed but trust me as a girl who started gaining u lose that embarrassment fast, i could tell anyone now
>>43803182if you can go down to a convenience store and buy a pack of cigarettes for yourself why can't you go on some dodgy looking website and buy some hormones for yourself? free will's real, your body your rules.
What does it mean if i'm fembrained and wanted to be a woman since i was a young kid?But as an adult I want to be a fat woman because fat women are beautiful? But I'm not attracted to fat women or men. But the idea of a partner admiring my curvy body is really hot.I'm bi too. So its probably over. But I kinda pass and want to be cis.But am I AGP or trutrans tttt!?>>43798487>i'm going back to work soon. how can i push this out of my mind and get rid of it??You have dysphoria and a weird way of expressing it I guess. Maybe ur autistic so it took you a while to realize? And by 16 you have the autism fetishes.brainworm version: gamp agamp adipophilic autoadipophilic induced ROGDTake E and if you like it stay on it. When your libido is nuked make a decision from there. PS. Whatever you do, learn to become more fembrained and at least not creepy. Don't become one of those gross transbians who creeps on other trannies.
>>43803731wait omg ur so me ab everythingim not attracted to fat woman but that desire is all that runs my life.personally i dont consider it agp for myself since i never really had those desires for being a woman in general, that was always an innate feeling in me rather than sexual at all>But am I AGP or trutrans tttt!?youre just awesome!
>>43798487The world is taunting me to get fat and I must resist
>>43798487Being fat and wanted to be lazy and taken care of is perfectly female, honey. It’s a surprisingly common desire in women, especially wagie types who have lived a life of stress and not getting enough needs fulfilled. And you’ve certainly had plenty of stress.Why not lean into it sweet heart? There’s nothing wrong with that
>>43805938why tho
>>43798585Well done sweety! Taking plenty of naps I hope, got to stay relaxed and stressfree!
>>43806233all those pet names x_x my pp is throbbing. and yes id lean into it but there's a lot to be scared of.>>43803269>dodgy looking websitethat's the opposite of wht i wanna do nonny...
>>43798487It’s not (purely) a fetish. Wanting to grow fat and be taken care of is a very very female coded thing, especially if you look back at stuff like the Venus of Wilendorf and other obese tribal matrons.Do you know what your Grandmothers would have given to be able to laze around, eat, and be pampered all day? Queen Victoria did that the second she got into power and she got gigantic
>>43801373Pio. Pio + E Megadose. It works.
>>43802080Do you know how many former fitness types end up happy fatties? Like MochiiBabii, fitness influencer turned Asian blob.Go for it
>>43807240If you start letting yourself go at the same time you start on E and especially if you take Pio you’ll not only get female fat distribution(Pio gives you a giant ass when combined with high dose E), but also healthier fat distribution and minimal diabetes risk (Pio is wonderful drug)
>>43798487Do you reaaaallly want to go back to working sweety? Do you want to be a skinny starved wagie boy your whole life?Let me paint you a picture of another you that could be. A woman.Some could say a house wife, spending your days watching easy TV simple on the brain, always baking something yummy or engaging if your hobbies if you want, but you are loved(whether by a hubby or a fellow lady), you worry not for money as they take care of that, and you are not starved.A woman who eats. A woman who eats without a single thought of concern for portion sizes or calorie counts. If you crave a dessert, you eat it, or get your lover to make one for you, or order it in without a second thought or any hesitation or fear. Grabbing second helpings, or rather, simply getting bigger bowls to hold as much food as you want to reduce effort needed. Eating what you want is simply second nature to this woman. And despite her role as lazy housewife being taken care of by someone else, I wouldn’t call you truly submissive. You are the one who gives the orders here, food is prepared for you at your request, you are the one living off someone else’s money, you get sex or cuddles or verbal affirmations on command. You are not helpless, you are not being dominated, you are a queen and your lover listens to the queen.
>>43807646A woman who doesn’t do anything she doesn’t want to. A woman with no shame sleeping the day away if she doesn’t feel like moving. A woman who is completely in tune with her needs and acts on her Id and impulses without shame. Taking naps after snacks if she’s much too lazy to stay awake for now. Simply doing what your mind and body want, you are too lovely to warrant any shame. Selfish in the best way, loving yourself for who you are and demanding what you need for more pleasure. And what a woman she would be. Estrogen in doses higher than any hon doc would recommend, bottomless calories fueling supply fertile female flesh to fill up everywhere, and Pio commanding that fat to go straight to your saggy ‘just had a 5th kid” lunch lady knockers, your giant yoga ball full of butter mom butt, and that matronly mummy tummy filling your lap that gets tender rubs on demand.Don’t you want to be that woman, honey? Don’t you want to stop worrying about the world and your self doubt and your stupid superego and just give in to every urge and be the pampered fertile goddess you deserve to be?You can order Pio right now, get your E shipped in too. Wait for all those to show up….and maybe start giving that woman a turn at the controls and letting your annoying self control and super ego fade away? Do you know how many men and women would happily dote on you and tend to your every need at your whim? So don’t even worry about it….take a day off….maybe a few days….have a snack….maybe a few snacks,You can do it sweetheart. I believe in the real you
>>43807683oh my gosh, you write so eloquently. you say everything my ears desire. to be a big lazy woman obsessed with comfort. always eating sweets, fully round, captivated by growth, swollen with love. i want to rest all day between spurts of feasting on hefty food piles.i don't believe finding a caretaker wife or husband would be at all easy, especially since i am still a moid.that said, i want to be doted on. i want to be a pampered plumper <3
>>43802576my dear if you would be happy just do it! I did it and now I am happy and I regret nothing. I promise - by being one of us, you won't make our lives worse. You will make it better because you will be a part of our wonderful community. We could always use more beautiful and joyous girls by our side. You know what the trans community is about? It's about letting everyone be themselves and be happy about being themselves. Don't worry about taking up space; it's space we made, for you.<3
>>43803182Nona the simple fact is that if any of us were not TruTrans™ we simply couldn't tolerate living like this at all. Enjoying it is good. Trans does not mean suffering, and let nobody tell you it is. Womanhood - does not mean suffering. Let nobody tell you it does.
>>43807782Worrying doesn’t sound like something she’d do. She knows her M. Wonderful will come when needed, they always do. She’d be watching her soap’s (or whatever easy on the brain mindless fun you want to watch), third plate of brownies of the day in the oven, maybe lazily looking at cuties online or shopping for something nice online. Get your big girl pills, it’s the last hard work you’ll ever have to do again. Life will get so much easier now, you’ve earned it
>>43807833you're so sweet!! may i ask how long you've been heavy for? i rewlky do want to be happy with myself again but im scared. id have to get a new job>>43807871>Get your big girl pillsyou say it like it's that easy ;_;to be a softminded lump filling out a sofa...
>>43807919Cow can give you her Pio source. She used to be anorexic…now she’s a well fed whale of womanhood and femininity and all the happier for it. I know you’ll be happier as the lazy housewife you want to be deep down? Do you want to be an overworked man wagie your whole life? Or do you want to start enjoying being alive?
>>43802080Same, like if I end up looking half decent either way some curves it’s just gonna be over and I’m not gonna stop. I’m a (relatively) healthy 140 right now and I’m telling myself 200 will be my limit but I’m certain if I like having a belly half as much as I like looking at one I’m cooked. But I’m also lowkey afraid because morbid obesity and heart issues have a history in my family and I’d like to not die before 50.>>43807351Stoooooooop you’re not supposed to encourage me!!!!Seriously though god do I want to speed this shit up. If not for getting fat as fuck at least to have a more feminine appearance. I’m so goddamn impatient why did god curse me to be a tranny?
>>43807919Oh, uh, haha, I'm - I'm actually trying to get slim, and it's working pretty well. I'm really just talking about the girl stuff
>>43809100Let me tell you about Pio>Prevents diabetes in the obese (that was its original purpose)>Causes pretty much all new fat to be subcutaneous (the jiggly stuff right under the skin that’s largely harmless) rather than visceral fat (around the organs, bad)>Encourages slight feminization on its own>Heavily encourages female fat distribution (giant flabby butt and heavy tits) ESPECIALLY combined with high estrogen>Basically acts like a mild reverse Ozempic, strengthening your appetite and encouraging weight gainGet on it. NOW. While you’re still scrawny ;)
>>43807174I need to stay slim because gaining weight with a feeder surely is infinitely better than gaining weight alone
I hate how being fat is so often on here associated with being submissive or being controlled. It can be(obviously), but I feel the overfocus on that holds so many nonas back. Just look at the scenario above for instance. Lazy as the spoiled housewife may be, does she not control the wealth of her lover and spend her cut as she pleases? Does she not command for shopping and errand at beck and call? Does she not demand sex when she so desires and comfort when she so desires and cuddles when she so desires? There is no leash on her, she takes the reins in flabby hands. She is not a pet, she is a queen, and her lover follows her.And fat, feminine, softening, glorious fat, can be so much more than a marker of total hedonism. Tall honas can be saved by it softening away their sharp chins and shoulders and opening the door to mommoding. Too long has passing been centered on girly girly young trans. Those who are tall and older ought to embrace the frump and mommode out! (Or AuntMode if you prefer). Chubby fingers with cheesy jewelry are as dorky mom coded as it gets, go join that book club and wear those lame shirts.Hell, even if you intend to work, fat can be your friend for the same reasons. Fat is softening, fat turns broad shoulders and pointy choke into rounded soft shapes. A obvious hon can become the office fat girl on the right diet…
Truly, I feel the obsession with chasing the “twinky e girl” and “bimbo valley girl” looks so often is hurting people. People who are too tall, too stocky, too old, or simply don’t have ideal transitions can’t pass properly, and either settle into open trans or suffer.Fat is so inherently female it can help almost anyone feminine themselves, it even promotes estrogen and haults t by itself. And with Pio you’ve blocked the two biggest health risks at the source. Anyone who can’t pass the typical way and wants to can only stand to benefit from gaining weight. Not just the people who would be happiest lazing around in a lifestyle of total hedonism either.Want to fix a man chin or jaw or cheek bones! Eat your way to chubby cheeks and a double chin til you look like a sweet baker lady who loves to donate to bake sales. Shoulders? Really tall? That’s a bit harder, but get door filling hips/thighs to make them look smaller by comparison while letting the flab round out the shoulders. A bit of dressing for the part and you look like a fertility goddess at best and someone’s dorky obese mom at worst. Hell, those could be your female identities if you like. Not everyone HAS to be dyed hair and cats headphones or duck sucking lipstick. Why not be the obese sweet matronly woman who loves to bake? Or the frumpy awkward tall lady with an ass the size of Manhatten? Or, as originally suggested, a fat and lazy house wife without a care in the world living a life of no shame, no worries, pure indulgence and pleasure and relaxation.Fat is so helpful in so many ways, and it’s not hard to get. Just eat up and let it help you. It’s been with women for so, so long, the earliest carvings of the female body are of obese tribal matriarchs.
>>43803731Sauce PLEASE
>>43809612Fuuuuck this has me acting up. I’d at least consider it. But you better take accountability if I end up an absolute landwhale a year into popping the magic fat girl pills >:D
>>43798487honestly it doesnt get betterspeaking as a fat tranny whos basically ace except for this one fetisive been trying to lose weight but then i get horny and its likewhat if i got biggerand then i feel disgusting and it loops and so onitsidunnoi hope ya can find a way to get through it as someone who hasnt been able to figure out a way through it
>>43811103I don't see the problem>what if i got biggerAnd softer, and curvier, and bustier, and more jiggly. Getting fatter all sounds great to me.
>>43811117ii mean yeah its not all bad or somethinits like uhhprobably shame and stuff cause it turns me on so muchand also being already uhhmore on the big size i dont have alotta likeclothes and the like that
>>43811160Don't you feel sexy when you're struggling to button your pants because your ass is so huge? Or when your shirt is riding up as your love handles spill out? Needing a new bra because your boobs are too big or finally admitting you're never fastening that shirt again is hot.
>>43811187its kinda hot realizing old shirts dont fit how they used toand at this point i just kinda uhhbut i also feel kinda gross for iti also just uhhhave gone through enough bras that im over em entirely and just wear an even bigger work jacket and use nipple covers...thankfully ive managed to hover at around 260 lbs as opposed to getting even bigger buti still i guess wish i was likenormal weight too alotenvy or something even if getting bigger is also really hot in my head
istfg if I don't get a good fat distribution I'm going to kms
>>43811227why feel gross if you think it's hotyou don't have to shape your body for cisoids
>>43810802Good girl. You deserve a box of donuts
>>43810524>>43810593Based
>>43811227you should talk to a therapist about this instead of random channers
>>43804443>but that desire is all that runs my life.it's even worse that i've begun passing now more because of it. and now my gf is into the kink... >personally i dont consider it agp for myself since i never really had those desires for being a woman in general, that was always an innate feeling in me rather than sexual at alli think it's because the beauty standards i was exposed too are different than the ones for other women?also everybody in my life always tells me i need to gain weight.so i feel gross and ugly for being skinny.>youre just awesome!tttt said i'm not agp igmi!!!>>43810613i found it on a thread here. idk where its from
chat, what's the quickest way to gain weight in a mostly healthy manner?
