as an early transition tranny, should i believe when people say "it gets better" or will life be this unbearable hell forever? people have been telling me that things will get better since i was a child, but it only got worse over time. i just don't know what to do i can't keep being a man anymore and hrt isn't doing anything, at the best possible scenario i'll end up as a man with cone tits, life just isn't worth living like this disgusting ugly freak. should i just rope atp i just can't keep going
It starts becoming bearable around the 1 year mark. Then there's the trans euphoria period, and then the mid transition doldrums around the 2 year mark when you get brainwormed. Then it gradually starts getting better and eventually at around 5 years it gets boring and becomes normal and you'll move on to other things.
>>43799213Worlds 1st accurate boymoder drawing
>>43799213I don’t think things ever get better, but that’s irrespective of tranniness
>>43799213it dependsyou kinda owe it to yourself to try to wait those 3-5 years and get ffs in case it does and only rope after
>>43799213My hormones finally leveled out and i feel good for the first time in my lifeT.2 years
>>43799213>picI look like this
>>43799213it gets diferent
>>43799213I've been using /tttt/ for 10 years now. 6 years on hrt. I came out, started meds, and I have a lot of thoughts on what followed. Allow me to share.Life still hurts, but I live life in my own way; the right way. At the end of the day I'm glad I did the right thing and that I didn't rep for outside approval. I'm glad I keep being me despite the fact that people is actively hostile to folk like us.I got treated like shit in one workplace (because someone there knew me pretrans), got befriended in another. I found new cissoid friends who treat me as kin; I developed, upkept my friendship with a good friend who knew me pre-trans; I had a boyfriend for a few years and experienced love. I came out to my family and all of them but one accepted me.I lucked out on looks and I'm stealth on this basis. On the other hand I hate my voice and it did happen that I got gendered male because of it. Nonetheless, I've met folk who complimented me on it.I genuinely thought it's over and its *the* thing which clocks me. But that's just not true - I was able to have a positive experience in a blue collar environment.What I'm trying to say is that, I guess, people are not a monolith and that they can surprise you in a positive way. You can be a bit weird and that's okay.Generally speaking, life can surprise you in a good way sometimes.Remember you'd suffer either way - either as a repper or a troon. You gotta pick your poison.It's only over when you're dying. Keep on trying, keep searching for happiness.tl;dr Life is hard but happiness can be found. Troon out, or else you'd spend your entire life thinking what if.
>>43801653I messed up a little>despite the fact that people is actively hostile to folk like usdespite the fact that the world is actively hostile to folk like us
>>43799213if you pass, it gets betterif you dont pass, it gets worse and you kill yourself after a few years.. all the responses are skewed because no ugly hon wants to say this
>>43802193not necessarily dependent on passing but yeah there's a trajectory where it just keep getting worse
>>43803563And for me that trajectory is no different if I'm trans or not. The only extra satisfaction is for those that get off on dead women
>>43799213depends on too much desu. a lot of it is fortifying yourself mentally forever and becoming endlessly jaded. it sux but you can have fun along the way.
>>43799213It doesn't get better desu
