I can’t believe it took 3yr of estrogen for me to realize I’m actually a deeply masculine sexually dominant heterosexual cisgender male
>>43807534No you aren't sis
>>43807669I think I know myself better than you
>>43807740/tttt/rannies have an instinct to pursue whatever they perceive as insecurity so they can coom and groom
>>43807740By your own admission your self-perception isn't reliable.
>>43807785it used to be, im very sure of myself now
>>43807790What's the plan now?
>>43807785Ignore this gaslighting troon
>>43807534I can’t believe it took 2.5yr of estrogen for me to realize I’m actually a deeply masculine sexually dominant homoosexual cisgender malei feel you
>>43807794hopefully I can build up my body and pick up some masculine hobbies to better fit my internal self
>>43807534>>43807807Get on some T injections! Go to a dr and ask for a blood test before your T comes back up naturally a bunch and you'll get decent prescribed dose of T to help counter the tole E will take on your T production.
>>43807998wouldnt taking t just increase shbg and make it take even longer for my body to make it again naturally? Anyways i mostly just wanna die i dont care about hormone levels.
>>43808041I'm not sure, I'd talk to your dr maybe about it, I've heard some people can permanently have their ability to produce T nuked from HRT.
>>43807998no I’m done ruining my body with pharmaceuticals
same but im still pushing through the reverse dysphoria and reverse dysphoria induced depression because im that much of a fetishist and vain enough not to wanna look like an old man and hrt makes me look more youthful
>>43807534How does a "deeply masculine sexually dominant heterosexual cisgender male" convince himself he's trans and stay on hrt for that long?
Crazy larp thread in the wild. These are horrible troll threads
yeah i hate being attracted to girls and wanting to put my penis in them but also feeling the need to castrate myself and have boobs that hurt because looking in the mirror and seeing a man makes me want to put a bullet in my head
>>43809717I have identity issues and delusions due to life long social isolation>>43809805im completely serious, I wish it were a larp :|
>>43809940duude literally samei think being rejected as a kid and having no friends leading to me having 0 social life or ability to test reality, made me into a shut in that socialised only on the internet, created a disassociative loop where i feel myself out as more of a projected fantasy than as what i physically am. i think deep down i am a masculine straight male, but because i never developed those qualities ive repressed my entire personality and become a half hearted tranny
>>43810015yea similar for me, Ive basically had no friends my entire life and I think that made me feel like I was never “being my true self” when I reality I just never learned how to be comfortable and relaxed around another person
>>43810098my theory is that its all linked to the internet, in every previous generation there was no option to simply opt out of reality like there is today. i would disassociate in school and switch my brain back on when i got home and could talk to my "real friends". i dont think going down the tranny path is necessarily all fake for us, but it wouldnt have happened if we didnt have the escape hatch. i remember feeling so humiliated by being a boy and the eventual masculinisation that was going to happen to me and that i would fail at, and then the internet was there and i found a way to opt out of that identity entirely. but it doesnt work because its based on everything im not, not what i am deep down
>>43810148oh u just sound like an actual tranny tbhon there are a lot of questioning youngshits like you. I was never extremely online until like after college before that I was genuinely just completely alone and lost in my own thoughts which led to the kinda delusions that made trannyism so alluring
>>43810199idk just because it happened to me earlier doesnt mean much, ive always felt like the tranny stuff is me lying or being delusional. im also very manipulative. i remember realising that if i acted like a gay boy girls found me nonthreatening and would talk to me, so i played into that. i dont really know the difference between me and the mask im trying to wear anymore
>>43807534No refunds
>>43810238that just sounds like an autist thing frankly. When it happens does matter bc when you’re a child you don’t think about yourself as much and are much less prone to neuroticism. For me there was a time where I was completely fine with being male and didnt think much about gender at all. The issue is my sense of self was allowed to wander bc I didn’t have people in my life grounding me
>>43810291yeah i guess so, maybe im just autistic desu
>>43809940Yeah basically me as well tbhon.
>>43807534NayYou are yet another bichudYour fate is sealed to want sexual relations with trannies or become one
>>43810503no im definitely not attracted to men but I could maybe see myself becoming a chaser
>>43807760>>43807795>Gincel acting like he has no personal bias in this situation
>>43811404>but I could maybe see myself becoming a chaserHonestly that sounds bi. You're a Kinsey 1 or 2.Have you ever had sex? Men, women, trannies, everything?
>>43807534Having to accept we are going to be men forever is hard luckily I was smart and never ruined my body by transitioning!
>>43807534I realized this at 6 months, but I kept going. It's all pointless anyway
>>43811479>>43814257Detransitioning and being an ultra failed male is sad. Just keep going forward and take HRT, personally my plan and perma boymode.
>>43811448I had sex with a woman a few times 10 years ago. Kinsey 1 or 2 still implies some latent attraction to males of which I have none
>I can’t believe it took 3yr of estrogen for me to realize I’m actually a deeply masculine sexually dominant heterosexual cisgender malehas this ever, even once, actually happened irl or is this some bored chud's campaign to demoralizes trannies? i swear there are like 50 of these threads a week and they all have a retarded default looking frog op image
>>43816429it’s very real in my case and I may have posted about it before
>>43816506BOO HOO
>>43816429I always interpreted it as hrtrepper cope
