>>43810609
Become optics nukes

find a tall bridge and jump

>>43810609
to find an asexual husband with who you will live happily forever

>>43810624
>asexual husband
What's the point of that?

>>43810637
Finding pure and disinterested love

>>43810637
What difference does it make, I’m a virgin anyway. Is there a point to transitioning if you don’t get sex? Oh well, I’m still taking my HRT :3

>>43810609
I'm cis and neurotypical, and I don't even know what to do with my life.

fuck bitches get money

>>43810643
>Never have sex again
How about no?
>>43810646
Get laid sweetheart. You'll love it.
New girls always get dick.

>>43810653
Become a social worker. ESPECIALLY if you're male. The world needs a million more male social workers yesterday.

Batter a tranny to the ground and aggressively slurp up her gock juice

>>43810659
I need to male fail first. Only 3 month on HRT.

>>43810673
don't do what I did and have an crisis and stop it for a month, I pushed my progress back a lot, I male failed once a few times before this whole shit and now I need to start all over

>>43810665
>babysit low IQ poor people for the government
You should have just told me to kill myself.

>>43810693
Check out the salaries first.
And guys like you need help from guys like you. Right now it's a bunch of retarded white women who grew up in pleasant suburbs with no problems, naturally that's about as effective as it seems to be.

Plus God will will give you a goodboy when the time comes. There's no higher calling than helping people who need it.

>>43810673
I still haven't male failed and I've fucked most of the pervs in my town.

>>43810609
have fun

>>43810609
work uber eats, get no bitches, live with your parents, take anti depressants, smoke weed

>>43810736
>show up at strangers houses as a non-passing tranny
You could have just said suicide.
And my parents are too old to support me any more.
And weed doesn't do it for me.

>>43810609
Advance the field of electronic music

>>43810609
become the wives of transbians like me who find autistic trannies giga hot

>>43810764
I don't have that kind of autism.

>>43810771
Do you top? Because I don't. Ever.

>>43810778
yep! I've never bottomed, to be honest.

>>43810712
I'm going to continue working a low stress shitjob, making art, and waiting for my inheritance. Life has no meaning, there is no god, and once my parents die I'll have nobody left to disappoint.

>>43810817
>I'm going to wait till my parents are dead before I live my life
What will actually happen is you'll be here, asking this question, and getting frustrated by people like you acting like youth isn't fleeting.

>>43810609
I live in the woods with my cat and make money from my computer
it's comfy

>>43810609
idk, i don't even think i'm autistic, but definitely not neurotypical, its a constant struggle.

>>43810653
i honestly struggle a lot with this. i am clearly not cis, but i genuinely don't know how much my mental fuckery is a result of transness vs just general "brain no work disorder"

>>43810693
i'll have you know
i am, at least, not low iq.
i'm just genuinely too retarded to deal with the pressures a normal, functional person has to deal with and probably need a social worker as a result.
i can score well on silly tests, but simply cannot get my brain to function consistently.

I've hated this thread so far.
t.OP

>>43810826
Nigga I am 50. I've lived about six different versions of adult life, but all that's happened is each time I've cared less, and now I don't care at all.

>>43810609
suck dicks

>>43810609
Go to the clubbbbbbb

>>43810944
not op but, what happens in this scenario?
how does the night end for an autistic tranner if they went to a club one night?

>>43810944
>go to a crowded place full of loud noises, autistic tranny

>>43810972
literally nothing happens. tranner enjoys music, maybe.

>>43810982
grrr i fucking normoids

>>43811025
this!

>>43811020
What actually happens is 6 months of burnout

>>43811020
i can only enjoy the music for so many days/weeks/months before i am further driven into insanity and isolation

>>43811042
real, except an entire life of burnout

>>43810609
Become a programmer, specifically in the low-level programming field

>>43811055
Sleep nigger. You need to sleep. The only cure for autistic burnout is rest. You need to give your brain time to rewire itself.

>>43811062
i have been a shut-in neet for at least 6 years, my brain is only rewiring in the wrong direction

i wanna kms every day because im no closer to any kind of life after years of wanting it, im literally gonna be a 50 year old neet

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>>43811029
omg i was so angery that i forgot the word *hate
thats how you know i truly hate normiggers

>>43811073
But are you resting? Or are you shitposting on 4chan, playing paradox games, watching mindfuck tv and anime, and just generally running your brain flat out because you don't like what happens when you don't?

>>43811085
Yeah nah I got that.

>>43811082
There's HAS to be something. There HAS to be a way to find meaning. There's HAS to be.
I didn't go through all of this just to wind up a shut in incel again.

>>43811087
i am solely motivated by my random obsessions
i'll clock more than full time hours into a video game, then completely drop it when i get bored.

yes, i avoid thinking whenever possible, distracting myself with whatever my current obsession is.
i don't really post here anymore tho, even if my brain was likely permanently damaged by this place.

and no, i don't really sleep a lot of times, i have incredibly bad insomnia on and off, its not a matter of choice at all.

>>43811139
>I'm not resting
Play boring vidya on your phone, watch brainless shit you've already seen, and self-yap until you run out of things to say.
Also get therapy, art therapy is the most underrated shit ever.
Learn how your brain works differently, learn what your special needs are, the Ai is an absolute game changer for mental health, because it's just instant answers when the question pops in. I literally just asked it "how does an autistic trans woman find meaning in life" and it gave me a full rundown with concrete steps.

Also it sounds like you've actually got AuDHD (Autism+ADHD) so consider figuring out how ADHD meds might work for you.

>>43811155
i need to play vidya thats unique enough to keep me engaged. i can't just play the same exact thing every day.
i don't re-watch shows or yt
but worst of all, i can't even yap to others, much less myself.

i am in therapy, with a fairly good therapist that i vibe with.
art therapy, idk, i've always been too dumb for art. i've tried but my brain doesn't work well enough for it.
i think its a combination of a lack of skill and lack of personality to apply to an artistic subject.

i am currently on adhd meds, never been diagnosed with autism though, wouldn't really be surprised, but i don't think i have it.
i think i'm simply so boring that i don't have a "self" to work off of.
what makes you think i have autism? its not the first time someone's suggested it, but idk if it truly applies to me

>>43811196
>what makes you think i have autism?
Because you said you were in burnout in a conversation about what happens to autists when we go to a club.

>>43811205
u know what

fair enough
and that burnout applies to 98% of social situations
much to think about.....

ty friend for this honest analysis of my character. i have even been meaning to look into autistic masking lately since idk what is actually "me" vs the "mask", i needed the external motivation to look into it

>>43810934
damn what have u done for the past 50 years

>>43810609
become adorable tismy and talented wives of tismy chasers

>>43810712
ngl that's one reason i'd like to help out other adhd bpd cptsd tismy peepoo avoid my mistakes and adjacent ones

>>43810609
i wish i knew... i hate being autistic i do nothing

>>43814664
ITS NOT ADORABLE ITS OFF-PUTTING AND ANNOYING

>>43814832
sry nona half the stuff that's off putting and annoying while man is adorable and silly while woman. I should know, I've had relationships with my genderflipped image and I loved those adorable retards.

>>43810609
Become really good at speedrunning or fighting games

>>43814867
is it off-putting and annoying when ur a 6' twinkhon never passer?

>>43814906
not if you're the most beautiful woman in my eyes whom I love more than to cuddle and make feel small and safe

>>43814925
I can't handle this yearning.

>>43814983
there's plenty of guys like me, some even *in your area*
learn the red flags, put yourself out there, filter well, and get loved up the way you deserve it

>>43815044
but why do you do it?

>>43810609
also it's rare for women to actually not be casul plebs about their hobbies, so if you use your AuDHD passion to become slightly beyond pleb, while not being a smug sperg (but instead a positive passionate friendly girl) about it, you'll immediately gain a few points of attractiveness (or respect if the particular guy is not into you)
just in the other thread some tripfag was talking about blood kinks and how she'd actually consider a lower iron diet with a bf (with whom they'd mutually get tested) so that she can avoid the too-much-iron-latin-word condition
>>43815089
I love women, simple as. If we vibe well (happens with trans and cis girls ime), I love them even more.

detransition

i found a transsex gf (im transsex male) and we’re doing good. i like her a lot and i think she likes me too. we drive around and go to movies and thrift stores together. we scroll instagram reels. i study cybersecurity and she is going into music production

find something you love, nona, and pursue it

>>43810972
I go to the ones with music I enjoy and like talking to drunk people, its the only time I can talk to people easily.

Though im probably neither of the things op is, im just retarded and cis on hrt

>>43815123
no

>>43810609
Live, and one day, live happily :D

>>43810609
do what you want and dont hurt anyone? thats what everyone should do with their lives

>>43814925
Can you stop lying about this stuff please?

>>43810609
I don't know sometimes I just want to disappear

There has to be an answer to this. There has to be something I can do with the rest of my life that isn't just shitposting here about how meaningless my life is.

>>43818175
do things that you like. meet people you are attracted to. love people. create something. try new things that seem meaningful. the answer for what to do with your life is the same for a trans person as it is for a cis person.

>>43818190
It's not tho because autism.
My autistic brain doesn't let me do normal shit.
I wanted to be a social worker, I wanted to help people, I wanted to bring love and kindness and inclusion to the people who needed it the most.
And then I went into autistic burnout, it took me fucking months of bedrest to pull myself out of it, and I'm still smoking and drinking every day just to keep myself on an even keel, the bottom line being I can't be a social worker.

And so now the plan I've had for the rest of my life for the last two years is just up in smoke. I don't have a new plan because I have no idea what I can actually do.

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>>43810609
Wdym what are we supposed to do? Like a greater meaning? Or how should we spend our time?
Hobbies bitch
I sew with leather and dress up as anime girls and build gundam

I’m over here having fun you should try it

>>43810624
7 years and never had sex fmstl, I love him but I've kinda given up on it.

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>>43810609
We are meant to live them

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become more powerful than any cissie would dare

>>43818407
That's what I'm trying to figure out how to do and I've got not idea.

>>43818316
>My autistic brain doesn't let me do normal shit.
when did i tell you to do normal shit? dont be normal. be weird. be unique. be an individual

>>43818484
That is the most specious and useless advice I've ever heard.
I'm a weird unique individual as a fucking birth defect.
But I can't sit in this room for the rest of my life. That's not living, that's just existing.
Where do I go? What do I do when I get there?
How do I actually have a life worth living as an autistic trans woman?

>>43810609
Aren’t we supposed to dominate the STEM industry?

>>43818545
I'm not qualified for that and I'm too old to go back for a second degree.

>>43818545
Sorry not anymore those jobs are Indian only

>>43810609
i wish i had the autism that makes you good at math and engineering and programming and not the kind that just makes you retarded

>>43820433
Honestly there's not that much difference unless you get lucky when you're a kid and your parents treat you as "special" instead of broken and actually give you the support you need to do something with it.

That said the whole "we're not all savants" thing is really fucking valid. Sometimes it feels like the way normies see autist as something to be exploited rather than someone to be cared for.

>>43810609
Ingest my phallic member

>>43821154
Post pics.

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>>43810609
Become pretty and get a chaser bf. Don't become an srsoid

>>43821413
Can you go over the names you've used by now?
>some chinese shit
>Xirien?
>Straight man

>>43821424
>some chinese shit
悉尼人
>Xirien?
Xīnírén. That's the Pinyin form of 悉尼人
>Straight man
Yes I am a straight man. How did you know?

>>43821413
>>43821641
You are such a pointless human being.

keep yearning for that highschool relationship cuz nothing will ever be the same

>>43822479
I understand that, I do.
But that's not what I'm asking, I'm asking that now I've accepted I'm a complete abberation from normal human beings and a freak beyond imagining, what should I do for the next 40 years until I die?