being a chud ruined me.if i had a different friend group in middle school (without any chuds) i could have figured out im trans back then.but now male puberty has ravaged my body and i hardly recognize myself anymore. i could have been so beautiful but now i'm 22 and haven't even started hrt yet.god i fucking hate my life. i wish i could go back in time ten years and tell myself "you're a girl, get on puberty blockers, it'll be okay"FUUUUUUUCK
>>43814973If you were a chud you probably had chud parents that wouldn't have let you get on blockers I'm guessing.
>>43814973Get a life you gooner
>>43815003god i didn't even think of that; i cant say for sure that they wouldn't have let me get on blockers, but i also can't say that they would have.
>>43814973You can't really dwell on the path not traveled. You won't be the first who transitioned later nor the last. A lot of trans women that pioneered the means to transition to begin with went through exactly the same things. Anything else is age based dysmorphia that won't get you anywhere nor will you find much sympathy for. Focus on your dysphoria, seek affirming care, and go from there.