> be me, college enbycoper/boymoder, hrt 2yr> extremely sad, feel like ngmi> get on pio> start passing a lot of the time> extreme crisis bc i feel like i should come out> finally do it> become much shyer and afraid but it feels cool to have people call me anonette> stop pio, get on prog> start joke flirting constantly with 2 bi cisgirls in my theater group> sleeping in a pile, calling each other my love, etc> kinda into them both but assume it will never happen and suppress the feelings> become better friends with one and start being more into the other> finally someone thinks we are dating> deny it> in the car alone with her> she brings it up> say it seems kind of ridiculous to assume that, play it as a big joke, really don't want to come off as a creep / too into her> realize afterwards that if she was trying to suss out how i felt abt it i would be swerving her in a crazy way> next day hanging out in my room> suggest we go to sleep together on the couch (normal already, just not in my room)> she seems to like it> we say a lot of sweet things to each other> in the morning realize we both like each other> start dating> each others' firsts for a lot of stuff so we kind of just feel it out> making out, feeling each other up a lot, etc> obv can't have trad piv sex but getting pretty close to that> go to theater group end of year banquet together> wear thrifted sparkly prom dress that matches sparkly jumpsuit she has> tells me im pretty and leads me away halfway through to go make outyou may say, is this a larp? why would someone happy post on /tttt/? i don't come here so often anymore but im really excited about going out with this girl and i want to talk about itand i too thought i was ngmi. i was 15 and disowned by my father and not allowed on hormones by my mom. the things i never thought would happen to me have begun happening, and so maybe it can happen to you, too. please don't lose hope <3
Happy for you anonette! Though be careful bi women are evil...
>>43818689i know and i still have brainworms that she thinks of me as a man. but she is more the one in control for sure and she says im pretty so it feels sort of weird to argue with her abt it...
>>43818312Awwww this is incredibly cute, happy for you Nona
>>43818312i know in my heart this stuff is possible and it's out there. but it's nice to hear it confirmedwishing you the best... please wish me the same?
>>43818799>i still have brainworms that she thinks of me as a mani would also think this which is why id probably just use her for sex then ghost her eventually for her viewing me like that
>>43818312I wish I was the cis woman in this story
>>43820126yes anonette, you can find love!!! people can treat you how you want to be treated!!!!
