After years of introspection and experimentation, I've finally reached the definitive conclusion that I'm not trans.I'm aware that I should be happy to reach this conclusion, and while I am glad, I also unexpectedly feel very lost.Now that I know for sure that I want to live my life as a man, I also paradoxically feel the most alienated by it. I really feel that by merely questioning my gender, I've also forgotten how to reconnect with my inherent masculinity.I mean, what am I even supposed to do now? I already am a man, so what now? What am I supposed to do with my maleness?
>>43819270u have nothing to do with your life? go write a novel or some shit. you probably have or had really bad brainworms. those are good inspo
Is there really such a thing as "inherent" masculinity? Do we really have to turn things into spirit mumbo jumbo and essentialize things into esoteric nonsense just to question what we want
>>43819294>u have nothing to do with your life?Pretty much. I really struggle doing anything actually cause it just feels like an immense chore to just live my life
>>43819270I feel like I’ve seen this exact post 20 times now
>>43819270yeah im jsut a man with tits atp.i miss being a twink
>>43820196I'm sorry if similar threads are actually being posted frequently here, but this is my first thread on this topic
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>>43819270>smoking>nice clothes>outside at a venue>whining about being unemployed for 5 yearskys fucking stupid parasite, get a job at fucking mcdonalds if it bothers you so much, or stfu and enjoy living like fucking royalty
>>43822950maybe that's just his first unemployed gap year?
>>43819494real tbdesu
>>43824141I've got no one else to ask, but there has to be something wrong with me if I merely existing feels like chewing glass, right? Like, there's no way that it's normal to feel like my very existence is a sin and a burden which I have to bear until I die
