i think i just have to accept it and kill myself.im going into college alone this fall, i spent all of highschool pushing myself away from people because they already have their own friends and i didnt wanna get in the way. i dont have any goals or anything i feel i could do better than anyone else, thus theres no spot for me here. id rather take my leave and die as a woman than live as a male who cant even afford hrt. fuck my life theres no point to it
What are you waiting for? Kill yourself now. Stop delaying it.
>>43819365im in basically the same situation, it sucks. you ftm? you could theyfabmode for a while i guess. plenty of them on college campuses.
>>43819365Nah college is your chance to actually live dont fall for the retarded bait
>>43819379ur right ngl. ive had a plan to end it by first semester if i cant make any friends by then. its been like the same shit since elementary. >>43819399yeah im ftm, theres been seizes of hrt where i live when i was able to afford it and now i cant even if it wouldnt be seized. just sucks.>>43819401ur also probably right
>>43819423do u have friends online? i dont but if i cant make friends there i'll just find somebody online out of desperation
>>43819455oh my god im sorry i meant mtf im sorry howbdid i messnthat upnfuckuckfucki have like a few ppl online but everyone else has someone better to spend their time with. i had my last irl add me just to say they didnt like being around me anymore. that i was too negative, which is fine andni was thankful they told me bjt like idk
>>43819545Ur gonna be okay, will meet better ppl
>>43819365wanna be friends lil pooner?
>>43819571i guess.my discord is 2i60
>>43819545lol ur fine>i had my last irl add me just to say they didnt like being around me anymorethats so fucking mean omg
>>43819634it didnt rlly hit me until the next day but i couldnt stop sobbing bc id always tell myself i had friends and could make more but she left andni feel like i have no reason to extend my stay im just kinda in everyones way
