Years of making my electronic devices run as efficiently as possible finally backfired on me. I no longer feel sexual attraction, except very faintly towards men. This should not happen. My father is concerned about my weight, he tried to make me get on the scale earlier... and I refused. Says I look like skin & bone. I did not realize the dire consequences this would have. I feel fine, honestly, but awful compared to years ago (despite always being thin). Shaving my body hair is exhausting, even if it provides some "fuel savings" with heat management and aerodynamic drag. Likewise, eating a diet of saltines & chicken broth is not going well. I was once a gifted child, and now I border on mental retardation. I also hoard money and only spend it if absolutely required for life functions. There doesn't seem to be a brain "governor" that can disable my sexuality entirely, though. This is not good. I do not like sex. I don't want to.
Wtf are you talking about jasonGo to sleep
saving money is good, starving yourself is not, you'll regret it when you're older. don't know what the electronic device thing means. don't shave if you don't like doing it. and what was the last one? oh you can repress your sexuality or embrace it, i'm basically asexual by way of being a demisexual who doesnt meet people, so i understand you on this one the most
