Go join your local pride march.>but i am le passoid and i do-Ok, so pretend to be a cis ally. Not taking part is pathetic and shows a complete lack of respect towards the people who have fought and bled for you.
>>43823646>a complete lack of respect towards the people who have fought and bled for youyou mean like our 47th president donald j. trump who took a bullet to the ear fighting for our right to exist as trans people?
>me at a pride parade
you are quickly becoming my favorite tripfag>>43823700ur glowing
Yass queeen slaaaaay!
I agree in principle of showing up for community but I am not convinced that is what Pride is. My local Pride has a bunch of cops and big corpos marching, as well as members of UK Labour Party who actively want us detrans'd. I will go to the after parties where the real faggots and freaks lurk to find our people instead.
>>43823744i guarantee you've never even SEEN a drag queen irl. you will not burst into flames, or melt, or be subject to a heavenly lightning bolt, or whatever you think is going to happen to you. or are you worried that the gayness will infect you and you'll want to start wearing makeup and dresses (again)?
Was considering it. Reasons I don't think i will:>risk of mass shooting>commercial event>literally just drag queen bs to entertain cishet women "allies" or "bisexual" women that have never been with a woman>freak show to entertain the straights>extremely white so no good music and just boring ass ppl>only trannies allowed to talk are theyfabs or the most honnish hons>I don't like crowds>I feel superior to them
>>43823796the first two are valid points but the rest is just you coping
>>43823646Pride has been coopted by the enemy. Supporting the Pride movement in 2026 is the most anti-trans thing I could possibly do and while I do have transphobia I am not quite that transphobic
>>43823646I'm sorry, but you couldn't pay me to be in a pride march.
>>43823646pride parades are anti-lgbtto be lgbt first you need to know youre lgbt, which requires demanding yourself to know precisely what you arethe masses are a collective, general, undetermined group; it is a group which lacks precision by essence, the moment we specify a group we are detracting it from the massesdemanding oneself more immediately detracts us from the masses, as we end up with qualities, such as being lgbt, which the masses lack: lgbt is a selective groupbut pride parades are meant from the masses, you cant distinguish shit in that chaos and miasma of promiscuity and retardation, its just a jumble of peopleergo pride parades are shitshows made up by the feds to keep us in the masses
>>43823796>risk of mass shootingYou'd have to be incredibly unlucky. Even if something like that happened, you'd have to be incredibly unlucky to get hurt. This is a silly excuse.
>>43823805You ever been to Scandi prides?>>43823884I'm paranoid yes but I don't want to ruin my life for some silly event I won't even enjou
>>43824061all right, i also grant you "extremely white so no good music." but what do you have against drag queens? they're a lumbar vertebra of the community
>>43824079Nothing against them at all, just feel like they're put forward so much because it's something straight women love. It's not really my scene any way. I would rather listen to some hiphop or electronic music but yjk they're gonna blast ABBA Dancing Queen...
>>43824061Why don't you drop the copes except >I feel superior to them. I feel the same way, it's valid. These people are NPCs
>>43824119I don't like feel superior to others. Just can't stop myself. Usually I reason myself out of stuff I don't want to think but rationally I am superior so yknow lmao
>>43824114>feel like they're put forward so much because it's something straight women lovei think you're underestimating how much all gay men enjoy drag. and perhaps projecting a bit? certainly i don't think the preponderance of drag shows in a place like provincetown, massachusetts has anything to do with them trying to, like, showcase drag queens for cishet women. but maybe it's different in scandi. i've only been to denmark
>>43824219I don't know! Gay people are so invisible here, but none i do know are into drag. But I don't think drag is as big a thing as over y'all'ses and to me it feels like more of an import of American mores for well straight women too into RuPaul's
>>43824256yeah, i mean, especially given what you said to the "please force me back in estrogen" OP, it seems like you're cope-jecting bc you're self conscious of being perceived as a drag queen or some other kind of "fake" woman by "real" women. but who cares! "shame is pride's cloak." just take off your shame and join everyone else in pride
>>43824289Nah I'm just an asshole lmao always been like that has nothing to do with how I feel about myselfIt's funny how y'all can't believe ppl can be successful and mean ig that protestant work ethic is so ingrained
>>43823795>(again)?It was one time it doesnt even count.. fuck you!
>>43824338you're denying and deflecting instead of confronting the possibility that your acts of cruelty could be motivated by self-hatred (if not, what motivated them?). my dad used to come home from working weekends and ask me "what did you do today to justify your existence?" so i won't deny i was raised in the protestant work ethic>>43824345ok mr. crowder lmao
>>43824418I think it's funny is all. Acts of cruelty? If some retard stops estrogen like they're never gonna make it anyway might as well stop now. If they didn't want brutally truthful takes they wouldn't be here.Ofc I do have some self-hatred I'm here. I'm heavily traumatised, I have OCD and other shit. But despite it all I manage where others intensely more privileged than I falter. It pisses me off and I won't coddle weak ppl.
>>43823646I don't engage with people who are inferior to me.
>>43824473cruel people always style themselves as paragons of honesty. and i think we both know, that's part of the game of 4chan. but i also think we both know that you said that to someone who takes all this entirely too seriously. and we both know that that is why you said that to her: you knew your strike would actually land. trust me, i get trolling, and i troll. but you're showing me some level of true, vulnerable honesty here. so i will do the same for you: don't blame the weak and privileged for not suffer as you have suffered. for to wish suffering on these weaklings is to wish suffering on your younger self, who was subjected to these traumas
>>43824527>cruel people always style themselves as paragons of honesty. and i think we both know, that's part of the game of 4chan.That's how I always saw it. When I posted here I would rather ppl be cruel to me than fake nice. Especially when that cruelty hides some cogent points that make me realise I'm being retarded>but i also think we both know that you said that to someone who takes all this entirely too seriously. and we both know that that is why you said that to her: you knew your strike would actually land. That is wrong - I have no clue lol, I don't remember new namefags and trips at all>trust me, i get trolling, and i troll. but you're showing me some level of true, vulnerable honesty here. so i will do the same for you: don't blame the weak and privileged for not suffer as you have suffered. for to wish suffering on these weaklings is to wish suffering on your younger self, who was subjected to these traumasI just fume when I see people who had the luxury of being in safe households and having ppl that love them just complain it makes me so mad like I had to pull myself out of the gutter and yet empathy is expected of me? Empathy no one in my life ever extended to me? Every adult around me that was not my parents (whom exacted most of the abuse) found great fun in pulling my abusers' strings to make them beat me, had fun bullying me, punished me at school for not having friends, laughed at me when I slightly stuttered sometimes in front of the whole class, threatened to kill me, etc..I don't think people have any idea how feeling utterly and hopelessly alone and having not a single positive human connection for two decades, being completely ignored for months at times, utterly destroys you. like ofc I'll never be normal and happy and nice and I'd better make peace with that.I have never willingly hurt another human being irl. I keep my horrible side here, for people who consent to it. I feel that is fine.
>>43824595>That is wrong - I have no clue lol, I don't remember new namefags and trips at alloh come on, don't play dumb now. idk who she is or if she's a tripfag but it's manifest she's a zoomer who takes 4chan too seriously>Every adult around me that was not my parents (whom exacted most of the abuse) found great fun in pulling my abusers' strings to make them beat me, had fun bullying me, punished me at school for not having friends, laughed at me when I slightly stuttered sometimes in front of the whole class, threatened to kill me, etci mean no offense but, as far as i understand the french new wave, and foucault, this is just french boys' school. i'm sorry you went through that. take your revenge à la michel and fist some parisian asses bloody
>>43824634>zoomer I'm a zoomer too according to some definitions lol idk I legit don't know or care what other people think on hereI miss back shit 8y ago when we could just be catty bitches towards each other for fun :(>i mean no offense but, as far as i understand the french new wave, and foucault, this is just french boys' school. i'm sorry you went through that. take your revenge à la michel and fist some parisian asses bloodyI am not old enough to have been to a segregated school lmao I'm 30It's not even just school. But just it's funny when teachers literally lie about your grades smiling knowing you'll get beaten up and then reveal they were wrong right lmao
>>43824668>But just it's funny when teachers literally lie about your grades smiling knowing you'll get beaten up and then reveal they were wrong right lmaothis is literally a scene out of les quatre cents coup so you can't blame me for thinking that. i'm 31 and the zoomsters tell me i am a millenial so...>I miss back shit 8y ago when we could just be catty bitchesi still use it for that. but isn't it nice when it can be used for something more? and didn't you start trolling in the first place bc people bullied you here, as well, and you wanted to fit it? i know that's why i started trolling
>>43824725>>43824725>this is literally a scene out of les quatre cents coup so you can't blame me for thinking that. i'm 31 and the zoomsters tell me i am a millenial so...Is it lmao never watched New Wave stuffZillenials rise up frfr>i still use it for that. but isn't it nice when it can be used for something more? and didn't you start trolling in the first place bc people bullied you here, as well, and you wanted to fit it? i know that's why i started trollingI like more heartfelt conversations, but they've always come after an initial trolling phase. Like when pressed I'll start being supportive. Because then that is talking to a real person not trolling yknow I don't think so. I don't remember ngl. Maybe? People have always been mean to me irl too when myself and vulnerable might as well they be mean because I'm a pos at least I have agency in that and I'm not just "weird"
>>43824725But like even those films those boys have friends and freedom right.I was forced to stay home. I was never allowed to go outside but for school.
>>43824752>>43824760sorry. trolling is the least indulgence you should be afforded. that's perverse child abuse. unfortunately ik how useless CPS is in the US so i imagine it's similar in france. and obviously if your parents let you go to school your teachers would think you're making up the abuse allegations. i think you should go to pride if only to remind yourself that you aren't in that place anymore
>>43824836>sorry. trolling is the least indulgence you should be afforded.I mean you're right it's not healthy I just idk don't know how to cope talking here more heartfelt like made me dissociated lol>that's perverse child abuse. unfortunately ik how useless CPS is in the US so i imagine it's similar in france. and obviously if your parents let you go to school your teachers would think you're making up the abuse allegations. i think you should go to pride if only to remind yourself that you aren't in that place anymoreOh i never even talked about it. I knew there'd be no point. The world is evil. People are evil. I used to be more into queer groups until I let my guard down and got too drunk and too high with some trans "friends". They were very proud to tell me about what happened during my blackout. I don't think I've felt safe with other people since lol. I just idk. I find happiness in work, my cat, my partner. Everything else is too dangerous. I can't risk losing it all again, it took me so long to stop drugs and start living and I'm succeeding rn and I don't want it to stop
>>43824879i'm happy you're succeeding! i understand why you wouldn't want to lose that. but if you did some fucked up shit while blacked out, that needs to be explored and addressed. in my experience, blackouts are like "the mask." each person's is different but they're the same in that they're all manifestations of what is repressed in conscious life
>>43824931Oh i meant they took advantage of me when I was absolutely not interested in them prior and I identified as ace thenBut you're right when very drunk I engage in danger seeking behaviour often and try and get SA'd lmao
>>43824946sorry, i definitely didn't mean to blame you for getting SA'd. the way you said it, it seemed like you had been j'accused. but, idk. it still seems like you are somehow afraid to lose control of yourself. the only time i blacked out, my friends told me i calmly got up from the couch, removed my jeans, and draped them over the stairs, in the middle of the stairway, and then when they asked me what i was doing i said "those aren't mine" and i just went on like everything was normal. which i see now as a manifestation of my repressed dysphoria. or something like that lol
>>43825736Ah it's no issue dw lolOf course im afraid lol I never know what I'll do drunk I just lost all my self worth and become submissive af and just go with whatever ppl want of me. Removes all the façade of strength I made to protect myself igLmao that's funny though but yeah very possible.For a time I used to black out weekly in uni. I drank so much.
>>43826000>I never know what I'll do drunk I just lost all my self worth and become submissive af and just go with whatever ppl want of me. Removes all the façade of strength I made to protect myself igif i were to bring my gay-ass weak therapy speak into it, i'd say this confirms what i said earlier about your cruelty here being a manifestation of the cruelty you feel like your younger self deserves. i mean, were you very conciliatory, toward your parents? like, you did whatever they said?>For a time I used to black out weekly in uni. I drank so muchdid you actually finish uni? i gave myself alcohol poisoning my first summer off and couldn't go back
>>43826048>if i were to bring my gay-ass weak therapy speak into it, i'd say this confirms what i said earlier about your cruelty here being a manifestation of the cruelty you feel like your younger self deserves. i mean, were you very conciliatory, toward your parents? like, you did whatever they said?Nah i didn't, i couldn't, had to defend myself lol. Always was in conflict but could never shut up ig. I mean I was told to pick a side anyway and whichever I picked led to abuse whatever idk. I mean I learnt to make myself as small as possible to not get noticed but if I did and the abuse started I didn't just take it. That ofc led to more violence. I mean depends. Sometimes I took it. Shit it's just too much to generalise yknow>did you actually finish uni? i gave myself alcohol poisoning my first summer off and couldn't go backI did. Sorry you didn't. I'm officially a mathematician(tm) but I didn't succeed as well as I'd hoped and could've, was too busy smoking weed at the end.
>>43826170>Shit it's just too much to generalise yknowno, you're right. it's stupid to generalize. i just mean, like, there has to be a reason (or a collection of reasons) why you consistently act that way when blackout>Sorry you didn't. I'm officially a mathematician(tm)don't be sorry! i would've had to if i'd been in a situation like yours. i'm happy you got your degree, nona
>>43826253>no, you're right. it's stupid to generalize. i just mean, like, there has to be a reason (or a collection of reasons) why you consistently act that way when blackoutI'm imagining sexual trauma lol and feeling alive when I'm hurt. I sometimes tell my partner to hit me to straighten me out (ofc my partner won't do that lol)I hope you're at a place you're content with at least. I'm actually going to study again stuff I like more than maths this time :)
>>43826298>I'm actually going to study again stuff I like more than maths this time :)such as?
>Go to pride parade last year>Look inside>A bunch of fat old white faghags handing out condoms>A lot of corporate floats >My city does Pride next month for some reason anyway>Gay picnic AND gay zoo day soon howeverHate Rochester
>>43826404Physics mostly! But with some chemistry and focused on bio applications I wanna work in some biotech fields
>>43826453bro stop complaining. you could live in syracuse with luz
>>43826492Fuck Syracuse and Fuck The Mets
>>43826487that's cool. please figure out how to give us all cisf anatomy thank you kindly lol
>>43826513yeah i couldn't agree more. hate sportsball, hate this garbage city
>>43826514First thing I'll do is make a macromastia pill dw
>>43826579i'm actually happy with my boob size. any bigger and they'd start getting in the way of things. but yeah i get where you're coming from. that's probably easier than figuring out the final solution to the uterine question
>>43826612I used to have big ass breast implants and I want them back and even bigger so this is personalI don't see uterine growth being realistic any time soon but who knows stuff happens when you least expect it
>>43823646>people who have fought and bled for you. Nobody did that. Trannies rejected me because im not 'tru' as i trooned for the fetish. They didnt fight for me, they actively fought against me. Now, when im a married professional woman, im nice enough to just mind my own business instead of returning the favor. But thats the extent of my niceness. No allyship with the "community" especially since now its full of communists, retards, subhumans and feds
>>43823646SIR YES SIR!!
