>>43823888
Why, what happened?

>>43823894
i can’t do it i’m not a real woman i don’t deserve anything. i had a nightmare abour growinf boobs too big and my family never speaking to me again and my life sucks anyways therw’s no point to being a woman with no life to live

>>43823948
>i had a nightmare abour growinf boobs too big
im sorry this is really funny conceptually

also try binders if its that much of a problem

>>43824113
i was thinking of buying binding tape, im closeted and live at home so im scared about boobs theyre growing too fast i can feel them and they hurt

>>43824134
is ur family outright conservative or just you dont trust them

>>43824134
im no endocrinologist, but couldn't you just inject less each week to slow it down? or eat less protein + more carbs?

>>43824155
i dont trust them.

not conservative, but they hate me having autonomy. my mom got physically aggressive at me for asking for documents to apply for jobs

>>43823888
I think you have to kill yourself at this point sadly, if you're not a giga passoid at 4 weeks yngmi.

>>43824168
i inject 4mg estradiol enthanate weekly. i dont rlly know anything i barely know what im doing god im an idiot

>>43824174
yeah, i get that, im in the same situation. im sorry nona. the more you get out of the house the better you'll feel probably. are you in college or planning to go?
>>43824190
https://transfemscience.org/misc/#tools may be useful. youre not an idiot, youre just babytrans. ygmi.

>>43824240
i’ve been getting out of the house. i hate it. i hate being alive i hate existing i hate having a job i hate having commitments. i should detransition and be a neet and masturbate until there’s nothing left of me to mourn. being dead is preferable when you don’t have the courage to be alive.

i wish i was a stronger prrsond

you seem like a piece of shit so i'm glad to hear it

>>43823888
at least u tried anon

>>43824174
wtf? you gotta get outta there.

>>43825143
i’m trying but it takes time. i dont like to spend time in reality outside of my room

>>43825128
sorry

>>43823888
yeah sorry if you don't look like a cis woman after 8 weeks its over. you should probably get on t

>>43825175
>sorry
stop being a retard. the fact that you're closeted at home, but have been doing injections for two months in spite of that is a huge victory!

>>43825205
it’s not about passing, sorry if i worded it that way. i know passing takes time. i’m just scared of having any traits on my body that might be clockable while not having anyone supportive in my life while living at home


>>43825212
i’m scared because i feel like emotional changes just force me to deal with realitg and don’t let me live in neet fantasy land comfortably anymore and its scary. all i have is online friends all i have is neet fantasy world i dont want to live in real life where nobody loves me and i wont be able to hug my mom without fearing about my chest i’m just scared

>>43825234
it's ok to be scared. everyone is scared, all the time. bravery is admitting that you're scared but going through anyway. people who don't admit their fear, and rush in headlong, are not brave, but merely rash

>>43823888
Calm down, girlie, just think it through. The world's scary, but it's not as hard to move around in it as you'd think. You just need to learn how to keep yourself safe. A big step of that would be to put some distance between you and your family, but you already said you're working on that. I'm sorry you have to have a job, it sucks and I wish I could be a neet, too, lmao. But you'll need that money. Just take care of yourself and don't give up on something you want just because you're scared. I believe in you