How can i stop being such a chaser who wants nothing more than access to trans women? Not to blame her, but I definitely wish that my mom was there so I wouldn't feel the need to imprint her character and personality onto others. Either way, if I don't confront and at least talk to the people I can't stop thinking about, those suppressed thoughts will never go away. I believe the algorithm and/or my preferences reinforced each other in a toxic blend that warped my perception of the trans-community. Now I want to demystify and just keep my imagination to myself, so I don't wind up being such a creep. Why am I like this?
>>43825851just go to a diaper/rape transgender kink circle or something
>>43825876Wouldn't that be counter-productive, no? The obsession isn't even remotely sexual; it's a consistent pattern that keeps getting stronger and stronger as I become more exposed. But this isn't about my issues now, it's about the trans-community and how actions can harm them - despite me being literally incapable of feeling exactly what they feel in real time. I just want to call it a truce. I just want to treat them as human and not object.
