I've been on 1mg e monotherapy for two weeks and despite everyone saying it does nothing, I've been enjoying the changes a lot. But I still don't think it's enough. I'm thinking about going up to 2mg at my appointment next week. I still don't wanna do anti androgens for now because the idea of castrating myself makes me wildly uncomfortable still (not the functional part of being infertile, I don't care about that, just the idea I will be willingly chemically castrating myself is too much) and I have yet to bank sperm. Is 2mg a good enough upgrade that will let me do a test run on HRT while still getting better effects? Literally my only two hangups are people thinking I'm stupid for starting HRT despite being male and the internal knowledge I shut down a natural bodily function, even if I can't really imagine living an enjoyable life without HRT. I guess ideas on how I can justify the castrating would be nice too.
>how I can justify the castratingyou can undo it at any time?I'm concerned by how relaxed you are about being hondosed
>>43826730>you can undo itIs this actually true? I get conflicting reports. Also I can't lie I got mad as fuck an hour after my first appointment, realizing how pitiful my dosage was, so all I could really do was panic make an appointment at that time and just ride out the next three weeks until I got a more appropriate dosage.
If your going to troon out at least do it right in the USA with a prescription >work up to 200mg spiro>work up to 4mg e 3 months switch to 6 mg e 6 months switch to injections start to lower spiro for mono
>>43826794spiro is dogshit, get cypro
>>43826794I'm not transitioning! I mean I do want to fully medically transition, just not get surgery or socially transition, but again this mental hangup about the castration is far too much.
>>43826868Us doctors won’t prescribe bica
>>43826879fertility comes back when you go off e for like, half the time you've been on it at maximum and 3 months at minimum (three month minimum only if you've been on it longer than three months, sperm gestation period thing), you really don't have to worryalso is the castration fear cause you want to have kids or are you just ocd
>>43826925I'm the type of guy who thinks men who get vasectomies are retarded and think it's a horrific operation. I don't really care about having kids and I probably shouldn't given my family history of mental illness, but if you want to call it OCD then sure it's that one.
>>43826885ripOP you should get a vial of EEn so you have a backupalso low dosing hrt to start off is retarded I have no idea why doctors do it
>>43826940dumbass it's not like a vasectomy your balls just get a break from manufacturing jizz 24/7
>>43826955>vialI'm really sorry I cannot handle needles under any circumstance. I will take my stupid ass pills for eternity I don't care I just don't want to use needles.
>>43826969Don't they put sex offenders on anti androgens to chemically castrate them? Also is there a reputable source claiming that fully medically transitioning can still allow you to reverse infertility? The main side effect of HRT is literally infertility.
>>43826976you can get gel online too I think, or buy powder and compound it yourself, it's not hard compared to injectables
>>43827016>onlineMaybe this makes me weak willed but I only wanna turn to online/diy if we lose our sanctuary state status and I can't go through official channels. Regardless it's good to keep these in mind so thank you.
>>43826984>sex offendersyes but like I said, it's temporary, also the tranny dose is like 1/8th the rapist dose>sourceme. but also https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2666379122004220if you want more find them yourself
>>43827044>Maybe this makes me weak willedthat's a very interesting way to put it, firstly I don't get why you'd not want to diy, secondly I don't get why that's being 'weak willed'. I really am baffledanyway I gotta fuckin sleep so I'll try to preempt your response to that lol>diy hrt is a dangerinono it's not. in a small vendors' market reputation is everything, so good quality is naturally selected for. do your research and stop believing uneducated cissoids>it could get seized by post or somethingthat is actually a concern. so it's better to do now than wait til there's a crackdown then wonder why you failed lmaoeh that's it I'm too tired to think of anything else. gl nona
>>43826730uh since we are already talking about this, is 3mg of E and 12,5cypro per day hondosing? im on diy so i can change it at any moment im just not sure if i should
>>43826764as long as your genitalia are unaltered you can restore function. Simply cease hrt for a time and let them restore naturally or apply testosterone gel directly to the region for a few weeks (some tgirls and enbies do this as part of their regimen to retain local function while letting E do its job elsewhere)
>>4382738612.5 cypro is a bit high; in large doses cypro causes benign brain tumor growth10 is the safe zone
>>43826955>also low dosing hrt to start off is retarded I have no idea why doctors do itthey don't want to shock your system by rapidly changing your hormone profile and this lets them screen for any negative interactions (non-existent) at a lower dose
>>43826794I don’t want to end up on a tranny list
>>43828169what about the 3mg of E?
>>43827386i was on 5mg EEn subq a week and when i switched prescribed my doc recommended 4-8mg pills a day and 0-12.5 cypro a week.haven't got my new bloods tho so I don't know if that's good yet. currently on 6mg e a day 12.5 c a week and feel fine, no male libido anyway>>43828123this>>43828935if you're taking 12.5 cypro a DAY that's more than enough lmfao
>>43828192you dropped this
>>43826587>1mg e monotherapy>appointmenttell your e*do to kill itself
>>43831830kino
kill your endo anon