I am neurodivergant. Or simply put a social outcast in cis society. Even lowest of the low have friends, but i have none irl because I dont really want any but at the same time im jealous of people who have them. There are a lot of things im good at that cis neurotypicals arent. But here are the things i envy in them:>the ability to enjoy partiesThey can go to parties listen to music on full blast and some even dance and just really enjoy themselves. When the gods look down on humans these are the people that put a smile on their faces. Me on the other, im just standing in the corner, away from the crowd in the dark, anxious, the music hurts because its so loud. All a party does is highlight how much of a loner loser i am. The idea of partying and really letting loose is foreign to my myself and of that im envious indeed. >the ability to flourish in group dynamics Cis people become greater than the sum of their individual members when they join a group in the right mood. They become like water, like ants forming a ball to float in water. Meanwhile i drown because im not in tandem with them.
>>43827370picrel source?
>>43827370no one cares fucking kraut
>>43827370freal
>>43827370>standing in the corner, away from the crowd in the dark, anxious, the music hurts because its so loudsome cissies do that too. also, wear hearing protection dumbass.>Cis people become greater than the sum of their individual members when they join a group in the right moodtrannies can have that too. unless you live in the middle of bumfuck nowhere, find the local trannies and hang out with them. dont neglect the adjacent alt cissies either because theyre valuable assets and you dont want to find yourself alone after some transbian drama implodes your friend group.
>>43827449>find the local trannies and hang out with themimagine having tranny irls, much less a group of tranny friends. not all of us live in seattle or toronto or minneapolis. also normal well adjusted trannies leave trans spaces, so that is not the place to look. its better to just have cis friends who keep you grounded and help you integrate
>>43827567>not all of us live in seattle or toronto or minneapolisim a fucking third worlder lmao skill issue>normal well adjusted trannies...>leave trans spaceswell, yea, leave the sneedhon polycule. but there are still based trans circles around if you know where to look
>>43827377legend of the galactic heroes OG anime. >if you use 4chan x you can just reverse image search shit easily and it generally makes using imageboards less annoying
>>43827370I have nothing to contribute but i wanna say ily transbianposter you're my favorite poster
>>43827370>but i have none irl because I dont really want any but at the same time im jealous of people who have themsoul read fuck you eat shit from my butthole
>>43827370I thought you preferred individualism and non tribal socializing?> When the gods look down on humans these are the people that put a smile on their faces.I disagree
>>43829120even basic 4chan has that
>>43829157Philosophy and nature are not always aligned >>43829150Sorry
>>43829160fuck me waow i haven't used it in forever, so i assumed surely it couldn't be there particularly with how NOBODY uses it
>>43829285then why worry anonette? just bee yourself <3 these people have nothing of real value, their murmurings will soon pass and they will find their own mind hunts them like animals when the inevitable time comes for them to be left alone in a room. why bother? there is nothing left for you there; you cannot return because you are aware of what lies above it.>Cis people become greater than the sum of their individual members when they join a group in the right mood. They become like water, like ants forming a ball to float in water. Meanwhile i drown because im not in tandem with them.they form a societal, parasitical mass they must shed their blood to uphold; it is not of them, it is alien to them wholly; the illusion is it wants it's victims to believe otherwise. it is not a good thing to assimilate. why would the gods be happy to see those people? if there are a hundred gods, there would be at most one who favors such things, and ninety-nine whom adore only those who can endure being bereft into seclusion
>>43832003I have seen the humans in their groups, they frolic together in ecstasy.... their smiles.. they are happy what else matters...You have delusions of grandeur like me. Being an outcast is just sad thats the truth
>>43832003we're a pack animal larping as a colony organism. the fact we can coalesce into these masses at all is a small miracle
>>43832983>I have seen the humans in their groups, they frolic together in ecstasy.... their smiles.. they are happy what else matters...it's easy to resort to nihilism when your thoughts are clouded, leaving you unable to self reflect, and you inevitably look outward to find what matters, and, unable to see anything else, mistake what you are perceiving for the whole world. are they truly happy? social events are oft filled with cynicism, backstabbing, and jealousy. even if that statement can't be used for all of them, it exposes their true, inherent nature; most of their thoughts are dominated by desires more than any fleeting ecstasy.>You have delusions of grandeur like me.i don't think i know what you're talking about anonette. it's easy to get dominated by depressive thoughts and forget what it is like to be without them, and thusly believe anyone else you can relate to also bears these same pains and emotions..... especially if those thoughts are ones of self-hatred. i don't think i bear delusions of grandeur,, i am merely glad that these world spins on a much more important and integral axis than any passing, worldly desires.>Being an outcast is just sad thats the truthif you really felt this way, why bother caring? you seem to have accepted your fate as unchangeable, so accept it as it is and stop envying those who clearly rolled better odds than you, through no fault of your own. i think you are much smarter and more interesting than them to worry about them, even if all your worries were true (they're not)>>43833387it's a disgusting one. an abomination of the body taking control of the soul.
>>43833458I dont think you know what nihilism is. I see the world for what is and i see how happy people are. Humans are designed for social dynamics. To be an outcast is to be a failed human...
