> be me> repper> thought about HRT for over a decade> never started> tried fighting it with hypermasculinity> short hair> beard> gym> all it did was make me more miserable> stopped pretending> shaved> grew my hair out> started taking care of myself> now I'm 10 years older> hairline is cooked> forehead keeps getting bigger> male puberty won> damage is done> even if I start HRT now, it's probably over> only my girlfriend knows> she's supportive> offers me her HRT sometimes> don't want to burden her> can't imagine ever being happy
>>43827973you either give in to the tranny thoughts and salvage what you can for the rest of your life or you kill yourself. no in between. I'm sorry
>>43827973best time to start was as soon as you gained sentience second best is now moron
>>43829023Either way, it's going to end badly. Testosterone won>>43829050I know, but the years have passed and testosterone won. At least I don't have broad shoulders or a super masculine jawline, but everything else is pretty much fucked
>>43829331get in line, buddy. we're all fucked in one way or another. you swallow your pills and get over it. youre wasting time otherwise.
>>43827973how old are you?
>>43827973is ur gf a tranny? how does one get a tranny gf as a repper
>>43829455almost 30 >>43829492I don't really know myself,we were friends, then we got closer, and she became my gf
>>43829672having a tranny gf would make me so happy. I wouldn’t want her to encourage me to troon tho
>>43829672>>43827973It’s okay to perma man mode. I’m 22 and on HRT and plan to permanently man mode.
>>43830163Don't worry, a lot of them won't >>43830188Ideally, if I take the plunge, I'll stop man mod,Maybe not at first, but after a while
>>43830236I’d only exit boymode if you pass
>>43830282Of course, that won't happen anyway
