>socially ostracized and cant fit into any group as a kid>had violent outbursts but hated pe/sports or anything handys so i got bullied for this>closest social comfort i had was some edgelord kids in 7th grade and even then it was whatever>used internet obsessively and thats when i learn about transgender at 12>i always liked subcultures and shit but this was different to me>read obsessively on them sometimes questioning my gender identity but ignore it>ffw to today>finally fucking realize i am not a cissoid>realize figuring this out earlier could have solved my depression>at the prime ribbed age at 19 and 5’11>at my fucking job too>maybe if i took hrt in high school before my growth spurt id be fine but im so fucking late>hairy indian too im gonna look so fucking uglyi dont knowfor sure if im actually female or just genderfluid yet butDo i just rep forever? will i be fine or is it really gonna get worse? or do i accept honfate like you freaks. none of this is appealing at all i wish iwas fucking dead
i will say while i am not a cis shitter male my main reason im considering hrt seriously is due to body dysphoria and the very high potential that it could fix my schizoaffective disorder. this shit has made my life so confusing and miserable and if trooning out completely is what makes me feel more like a normie then ill fucking do it
>>43831069start transitioning before it's too late. you're super young.
19 is still pretty young? youre not a lateshit, just start before youre 20. im 21 and just started transitioning as well, im jelly of you
