Hi there 4chan /lgbt/.I'm a trans woman who started hormone treatment at a few months past 15. I started on lupron, then 0.25mg e, up to 0.5, then 1mg a year later. The goal was to reset me to female puberty before the closure of my growth plates, and slowly introduce estrogen and progesterone. (I'm 20 now. Attached are my labs from that early era. nowadays, I'm always above 200 pg/mL)Nowadays, I'm on a much higher dose of estrogen & progesterone (with much better labs results), and have switched from lupron to spironolactone to increase my testosterone level as well. I worry that being delayed until 15 to be given blockers, then shitdosed into oblivion for over a year (started in august), even with the lupron annihilating my testosterone levels, killed my oppertunity for a fully female frame. I definitely saw some female congruent musculoskeletal development, but I am wondering if there is a list of the various metrics that you all keep harping on about, so that I can have a better sense of where my chimera of a body landed. I see people posting about shoulder measurements and hip measurements, and I am curious what they are based on.I pass moderately well. I've got a thin frame, 32 D tits, and a big ass. I (as far as I can tell) am fully cis passing by appearance alone, but was *blessed* with a terribly resonant baritone range, giving me a clocky voice, even with voice training. I do struggle with body and facial dysmorphia, however, so it can be hard to know where I truly lie on these things. A higher degree of objectivity (even if it's based on bs phrenologic pseudoscience) would give me more peace of mind, even if I don't like the results.Sidenote: I had a hookup with a 20 year old broad-chested trans woman and she kept calling me a 'luckshit.' wtf is a luckshit???? In my opinion, lucky is starting at 12, not 15 and a half.
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>>43831329u should've diyed. i got myself 5mg when i was 15.
>>43831329bonepill.io
>>43831387See, that's what I'm thinking. I knew at 14. It's over a decade ago at this point, but I do wonder what I would have been.... (hence my desire for metrics)
>>43831393THANK YOU!
>>43831410i should really update this site to email me when someone with better measurements (lke yourself) fills it out
>>43831419I'll send you the results as a reply to this thread when I'm finished. It might be a few hours because I'm working on something, and have to track down a cloth tape measure.
>>43831439ty nona but tips and tricks to bdd is to keep the cloth tape measure in your bag at all times
>>43831439my results might be a little skewed because I work out a LOT. (I'm a distance runner. Not competitively, I'm banned from all the local leagues as a transfem. really do it to keep myself from cutting again)ex: I'm 175cm, and I weigh 66kg. Before I got swole, I weighed 62.
>>43831393Here's my results. LMK if there's any important measurements I missed!
>>43831624fucking youngshits
damn i might be cooked, im a bit overweight but i think loosing weight would help + having to measure using a wire
>>43831823I don't think losing weight is the answer.... You're 160cm and 62 kilo. That's a healthy weight. I know everyone here is miserable, but giving yourself an eating disorder won't make you pass any better....
I kinda cant believe you're complainng when you guys are so lucky to have been able to start so early.
>>43831861yeah idm the statd that id be like inbetween my face passes fine but like it'd be nice to be able to wear femm clothes and not look weird lol, heres some pics for reference though
>>43831875You misunderstand. I'm the luckiest mf on the planet. I simply go down a dysmorphic spiral every three months, and pull myself out of it through measurements, metrics, and the validation of strangers on the internet! I'm not ungrateful, I'm just pathetic. :D
>>43831897forgot to add 17 & a half when i started hrt but i was on and off hrt since 16 bc i kept getting caught by my parents like 2 months off 3 months off typa situation Current - 20 months hrt
>>43831897You look early days. First two years? Give yourself a bit. Keep your levels up, eat healthy food, and have faith! Despair is for year 5+.
>>43831926Ah, as I thought. Give it a couple of years my friend. Come back when your tits have finished growing in.
>>43831927early days? wdym>>43831861yeah loosing wont help too much for like my measurments but im hopign it can give a better result with the cards im dealt
>>43831624i hate you
>>43831897Here's a pic of what I'm workin with. face censored for privacy, not because I think its that clocky
>>43831958i think you should just see where you land. 20 months is not that much time. that's less than 2 years. I looked like a 14 yr old boy for the first 3 years of my journey
>>43832046i gotta lock in and wait its such a horrible game to be playin, was it hard for you or kinda just like a w tv thing that your body wasnet how you wanted it to be ?
>>43832086dude i wanted to kill myself for four years straight. it fucking sucked. Over the course of the past 5 years, I tried thrice, planned it out/set everything up then chickened out 11 times, and gave myself 368 permanent scars. I fucked up school, barely made it to uni, and didn't start building any useful skills until I was 17. it was very hard.
>>43832098oop damn i got awhile to deal stuff (﹏), just starting college now too . Im sure my face passes like ive been told but its like ofc when people see the full view of you irl my body gives them a 2nd guess
Going on blockers super young doesn't cause you to experience puberty of the opposite sex, it just causes you to gloss past puberty entirely, leaving you stuck with child-sized organs and skeleton, which includes child-sized IQ. It makes you 'tarded and disabled. Be glad that didn't happen to you.
>>43832187howabout you gargle my child-sized organ? howabout that?
