>be me>19>young twink look with weak puberty (i dont have any facial hair for example)>masculine personality>mostly free from gay thoughts so straight>conservative politics, vehemently anti-lgbt, openly tell my libtard family that pride month is evil and should be banned completely>be home alone>we have random realistic wigs at home, idk why>have an urge to try it on>tries it on>look into the mirror>freezes>"woaw. Im kinda pretty" >_<>see what could i do if i did my eyebrows too>download a random faceapp>go to eyebrows section and thin my eyebrows>looks realistic because it didnt change the bone, only the eyebrows>zoom out to see the full picture>i pass and look really pretty>"ughhh">have an intense feeling of joy>after that i sit down in my bed and start crying and hug my pillow>"no, i cant be a troon. what is happening?">after that i start browsing r/askmtfhrtCan ocd or bpd do this to a cis male?? I cant be trans. I cant. I had a normal childhood. I used to have gay thoughts, but I managed to make myself mostly straight.
>>43833297>Can ocd or bpd do this to a cis male??Explain how OCD or BPD would lead to some shit like this
>>43833297Return.
>>43833304who tf are these people
>>43833303Ocd creates fake feelings because it wants you to spiralBpd i am not sure
>>43833317And these fake feelings are not centered around leaving the oven on or your family dying, but being a girl?
>>43833297Troon out before its too late retardIts too late for me but at least save yourself
>>43833297hi op, i have been once at a similar point in my life. i wont tell u to troon cuz realty is i dont have to. here is what im gonna tell u.for the rest of your life u will question if u a cis or trans. there is no way to go back to being confident in being cis. u have the choice: repping for as long u can hold out, maybe even for the rest of your life. but never will u be able to honestly confidently say that u cis again.the alternative is exploring your gender identity and maybe eventually trooning out.my recommendation is exploring your gender identity but the choice is yoursonce there is a creak in the eggit will only growand never goes back
>>43833297You're 19. Don't be so naive as to think how you are now is how you always must be. I was far right at that age and quickly grew out of it once I formed my own values and passions. I realized I was just abused and thought that was how things should be. But it sucks, and I don't want others to suffer so I abandoned that way and have been happier since. You're gonna be unrecognizable to yourself in a few years, I hope whatever path you go makes you genuinely happy inside and not only at the expense of others.
>>43833304making the argument that the right are actually the tolerant ones falls flat when you interact with any self admitted conservative. who was this image even made for?
>vehemently anti-lgbtwhy :cevery time i read something like this it upsets me a bit. its not like i do not know that people despise us but its confusing as to why they would. it feels dehumanising, as though you have forgot (or maybe were not aware) of the fact that lgbt people are just normal people like you are. it feels sad living in a world knowing that people hate me just for who i am.
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>>43833297During your 20s you will likely lose the opportunity to do this and feel good about how you look if you don't explore these feelings sooner rather than later.
>>43833569They’re not actual rightoids, just brainwashed golems. True fascists are pro LGBT
>>43833626this is such insane cope when we are living in a world where that is demonstrably not the case for every rightist government current in power/attaining power
>>43833677Real (homo)fascism has never been tried
>>43833396I looked up hrt and kinda lile the effects>>43833469I think I will explore. I really wish I had longer hair and had my eyebrows done.>>43833523Maybe>>43833579I just view it as weak and degenerate. I am not supposed to have these feelings. I am spitting on my ancestors grave.>>43833597:( i am looking hrt up rnI kinda want it. Its kinda insane that something like that exists, and its possible for me to take it. I wish I knew about it sooner
>>43833915>I am spitting on my ancestors grave.Wrong.
>>43833915Depending on where you live (US mainly) you can go to an informed consent clinic and get a prescription within the span of a month. There are also online services. DIY is cheaper though.
>>43833297cis males do not do this lolmaybe try hrt and see whether you like it. if you only do it for like a month or two the only permanent change is bigger nipples. if you do like it, you have to accept that you're a troon and repressing will only make things worse
>>43833930I live in Europe. I think I will diy because I dont want to deal with psychologists.>>43833933Tbh idk if these are troon things, but I always secretly wantes that scp gender swap pill even as a kid. I just never gave it much thought . I dont know... Right now I am thinking about hrt a lot, and I kinda get happy and hopeful when I think about that I will be able to live as a woman.
>>43833984Some countries in Europe (Spain and France) are good about speedy access to treatment. DIY suppliers are experiencing issues lately so you can do both to have backups.
>>43833304August Bebel was among the first modern politicians to defend homosexuality you fucking moron
>>43833297you do realize that you can't become a woman even though you can look more feminine right ?
>>43834858YesLarping as a woman = living as a woman
>>43833297>I used to have gay thoughts, but I managed to make myself mostly straight.Your repressing has layers to it lmao
>>43833297>>43833984Seems pretty unambiguous, you should get on her asap and I'm glad to see you're already heading in that direction.While it may be possible for someone to have some OCD compulsion around being trans/gay/whatever, that clearly isn't what this is. You saw yourself in the mirror more femininely and it brought about this internal sense of joy and happiness. OCD can't do that. Being trans can.
>>43837362*hrt mistyped
>>43833915>I'd rather be unhappy than disappoint a bunch of dead people that don't actually give a shit what I doChristcucks can never succeed in this world because they deny their own agency. This is why Christian nations are doomed to fall.
>>43833677youre the one coping, HEIL TWINKLER
>>43833297>self hating twink discovers that they might be a closeted tranny.classic... consider all outcomes but do keep in mind that the earlier you transitiong the better.
