Why did i get the cringe submissive trannyism rather than the transbian top rapebian trannyism.could have been a somewhat respectable individual driven by her own goals and needs. Could have remained that defiant headstrong prideful girl from my youth.Instead forced to pine after abuse, beg to be treated like i’m less than human, want to be used as an ashtray, a punching bag, a servant.it’s actually so fucked like i could’ve been some fascimilie of normal but no i gotta be a fucking pain loving, worshipful bitch fuck my tranny life
>>43833312happens to the best of us nonait just means ur fembrained
>>43833329i don’t accept that being this way makes me fembrained. it just makes me easy to take advantage of. most women don’t fantasise about being used as ashtrays
>>43833329>ur fembrained because you have a femdom fetish! jfc this board is actually just susansplace 2.0
>>43833364actually its based to want a *man* to beat you up i have no opinions on lesbian stuff>>43833358i suppose, but honestly as someone who has had a lot of very close (cis)female friends youd be surprised how degen a lot of them are, theyre just better at hiding it than moidslike seriously, incest, rape, necrophillia (receiving obvi), blood and knives etc etc
>>43833312reading this made me hard holy shit i want a tranny to beat me up til i cry so bad
>>43833394as a bisexual i believe wanting to be beat by men or women is distinctly unbased. but if someone offered i know i wouldn’t be able to say no.whether cis women are fucked up like this matters less to me than the fact that it just is objectively worse to be compelled to give up your autonomy rather than exert it over others and it makes me jealous
>>43833414its not really a feeling ive personally experienced (it feels nice imo) but i can understand where youre coming from, dunno if theres really any way to remedy this tho sorry nona
>>43833432i’m pretty sure this is terminal yeah im just venting
>>43833451good luck nona, maybe you can just force your way out of itlike resist the urges and force yourself to act in the way you wanna
>>43833312hnnngghhhg vampire shit is so hotwhy does anything to the back of my neck shut my brain down like that seriously
>>43833312just desist from sexual desire entirely over time>>43833451bottombrain when youre horny is terminal, being horny is 10000% not
>>43833696yeah but fr>>43833699>desist from desirei’m not the fucking Buddha i don’t have mastery over the self like that>when you’re hornyyeah well it’s not even about horniness for me. i could go the rest of my life without sex of any kind but the desire to be an ashtray, to kneel at someone’s feet, to follow someone when told, those never leave me even in my most sober of moments. it’s fucking awful
>>43833717>i’m not the fucking Buddha i don’t have mastery over the self like thatermmmmmm skill issue sweaty better get your enlightenment reps in.>posters who will NEVER reach nirvana>doomed to eternal suffering>samsara addict 9246792482095*mortification* of desire is normal and healthy and the ideal long term goal; it takes time and repetition, not mastery of the self. it is one of the first steps any monks take>yeah well it’s not even about horniness for me. i could go the rest of my life without sex of any kind but the desire to be an ashtray, to kneel at someone’s feet, to follow someone when told, those never leave me even in my most sober of moments. it’s fucking awfulyou are still horny (afflicted by desire) at those times though
you have fallen victim to a specific brain disease this board is infected with. it looks something like this>all sexual roles must have a winner and a loser, a chad and a bitch>my entire personality must be based around this tooin reality you can be a bottom or into submission without also being some weird loser who makes it your entire personality. you have rotten girl sexuality, where you have some unmet needs or personal weirdness that has leeched into your sexuality and prevented you from realising that sexual expression is about fun and intimacy, rather than about domination and control and some essential reflection of your wider personality.
>>43833734it is over>>43833747>entire personality ? where did you get this idea about me lol, irl none of my friends see me as anything other than a ‘winner’ i’ve cultivated a pretty decent reputation as the girl with all the cash, all the answers, and everything going for. if my friends ever found out i’m like this i would experience immediate ego death the likes of which would leave me braindead.were it not for me being like 5’4 im pretty sure people would be coming to be to dom them
>>43833778>could have been a somewhat respectable individual driven by her own goals and needs. Could have remained that defiant headstrong prideful girl from my youth.you can be prideful and headstrong and whatever and also be a freak was my pointalso how old are you
>>43833801okay fair. i just find it a lot harder to be that way cause the second someone talks sternly to me my brain decides the daddy issues are taking the wheel.>how old22
>>43833813>22this explains a lot lol
