How do I stop comparing myself to other youngshits? I could've gotten a higher pitched voice if I transitioned sooner and it kills me.I'm not sure if I should just accept my androgynous voice or voice train.How do I stop thinking about when I transitioned?My mom constantly made fun of one of my half siblings for "wanting to be a girl" the second my siblings name came up she would laugh about how they wanted to transition and shit.The second my step dad came into the picture I started getting punished for acting feminine, my mom is one of those women that change their entire personalities for men unfortunately.I could've been a flamer hsts gigayoungshit but got bullied out of it unfortunately.Sorry any spelling errors, I'm baked and phone posting.
>>43834048Stepfathers can be evil. Mine did the same to me.
I got bullied really hard for being effeminately gay and at no point did I think, "yup, I'll just become a woman then my problems will be solved". How does your mind go there? I mean I get noticing that women are treated much much better than gay men are, for fairly similar behavior, but I can't get ignoring all your physical traits and thinking you could actually realistically cross that boundary. That part just seems like autism to me.
>>43836897I'm diagnosed autistic, is that relevant?
