AvPD trannies, how do you deal with wanting to commit everytime your post gets no replies?
>>43834954What is AvPD anon
>>43834961Alien vs Predator Disorder
>>43834961Avoidant personality disorder, but BPD trannies could also respond
i am avpd, im such a fucking cowardi literally just did nothing the past 10 years, at least i took hrt, but thats it, i deserve death
>>43834954i get sad, then go pet my cat and eat some string cheese to feel better
>>43835017Taking hrt itself was a good step, you say nothing, but do you really mean nothing at all?>>43835629What kind of cat?
>>43835648a little baby
>>43835659Cute! reminds me of a cat I used to have
>>43834954First I think nobody cares for me and I start crying, then I impulsively desire to delete all my online prescence but I assess the situation with my brain ghost frens and quit that. Finally I look for food in my fridge because I'm a fatass, find something to play and then repeat>>43835659That's a very beautiful cat
>>43834954Pivot to cluster B behavior
>>43835695>>43836084i love her so much. she always comes to comfort me when im sad, even though shes not much of a lap cat
>>43835648not literally nothing but ive made no meaningful progress in life
>>43834954Ok, I'll bite I am actually AVPD. Diagnosed in 2013. What do want to know.Answer to OP:>>43836376
I have AvPD when I'm obese, but that's it. i go from an introvert shut in unconfident mess to an extrovert asshole with a giant ego. truly something to behold if you knew me at different points in my life
>>43836084you eat and other anon eats string cheese why eat food?>>43836376>>43836460why cluster b behavior i assume bpd and not the others maybe histrionicdo you have no coping mechanisms?>>43836511how the hell do you only have it when obese
>>43836542>how the hell do you only have it when obesebody image issues, probably almost as bad as being trans
>>43836542The reality is that all of the Personality Disorders are monsters, Cluster-B people have it figured out in how to actually engage and socialize with people if you have this headspace. People actually love Narcissists, we live in the age of the Narcissists, other cluster b achetypes work in conversation, but the narcissist is the easiest game right now. You just need to know when to reel it in back to Cluster-C before you hurt anyone, luckily, if you are AVPD, thats REALLY fucking easy considering what your actual mental illness is.Just make sure you don't get lost in the sauce always return to cluster C baseline, if cluster B sucks you in like a black hole, become schizotypal for a while to go to Cluster A, going from Cluster A to B is mad easy once you are schizotypal, part of the schizo diagnosis is detaching from people.
>>43836511Kek same. I also get way more confident after getting new clothes or a haircut
>>43836693>going from Cluster A to Bsorry typo: Cluster A-> Cluster C is an easy switchFun fact about personality disorders: Each personality disorder discription is based on the personality of a prositutute in a brothel in Weinmar Germany
>>43836573>>43836703damn i get way worse after a hair cut or anything usually thinking i look terrible and looked better before>>43836693uhh i don't think i can just easily switch disordered thinking like that nor fake doing those things
>>43835659MEOW MEOW
>>43834964thats what the us has rn right?
>>43834954sit with the feelings, use it to get used to not caring, it's an anonymous imageboard like it literally doesnt matter if nobody responds or someone get angry at you
>>43837083I am borderline and avpd getting used to things will work once i'm 30 and not a day before
>>43837240tbf im 30 so checks out lmfao>t. dx'ed with bpd in my early 20s
>>43836780Its actually mad easy, you fall into it naturally and it doesn't feel like faking.I raw dogged socialization with people for 5 years until I realized I could just as easily grab a hold of the coping mechanisms of the other personality disorders.
>>43837050underrated
