> be me> have memory about girls in preschool> have relatively normal male childhood playing with malebrained toys and playing malebrained games with only guy friends> antisocial aside from that> discover porn, force fem, sissy at like 13> goon> only attracted to women> slight memory of wanting to be a girl sometimes, but not often> no/almost no dysphoria> want to start hrt since 18> actually start at 22> actual or pretend/forced dysphoria activates after looking in the mirror> instantly drop all porn> life gets actually worse and not better> start to notice my moid body, before I was thinking Im fem cus in middle school I did look fem> cry for not starting sooner> severely malebrained> feel slightly better when looking at changes> gone after 5 minutes and back to feeling like shit> cut myself for validation that what I'm feeling really is dysphoria and i'm not making it upam I valid trans? or should I just detroon and kms? transitioning made me miserable, but i dont wanna detroon for some reason i dont know why. what should I do?
>>43835709brainworms fatigue. ur "valid"
