I've started to get a crush on my stalker
>>43838116Wish this was about me
I wish I had a stalker
>>43838276it might be where are you from?
>>43838317It's not, mine's more of an online thing and I don't think she's ever mentioned an interest in Funger. Tell me about her, though. I'm interested to hear
>>43838343oh you'd have seen I like funger if you were yeah.>Tell me about her, though. I'm interested to hearI'm not even sure what to say. She's sort of insane and its been going on for years
>>43838436Yeah, that tracks. I was more interested in what you liked about her. What makes you develop a crush on someone who's stalking you? People don't tend to like that. Or more specifically, what do you like about her? Unless you're worried about her seeing this thread, that is
>>43838116i would marry my stalker
>>43838491>Unless you're worried about her seeing this thread, that isA bit of it is that too>What makes you develop a crush on someone who's stalking you?I'm not really sure. I've avoided feeling much of anything about it for years but it almost makes me sob with hornyness when I see how forceful she's been on not accepting no. That level of interest is hard to not at least pay attention to when the harassment dies down and I can just think about it for a minute. She clearly isn't right but the thought of her living a normal life (possibly) and still doing this is a flattering fantasy. I find myself day dreaming about being forced by her.
>>43838630Oh yeah, I can totally get all of that. Probably best not to act on it, but if someone was totally obsessed with me like that, I'd be at least a bit flattered. I'm, like, a freak, though, ya know? So be careful. This has been strangely helpful to me because I'm finding that I relate more to you than her, so I don't feel as crazy now. But god, I'd love it if the girl I was into took as much interest in me as I did her. Too much about me, though, sorry. Do you think that you'd realisticly mesh well together in a relationship? Feel free to not reply at any point because I acknowledge that if she did see this thread, someone not in their right mind may take answers to questions like that as consent or acceptance
>>43838769>Feel free to not reply at any point because I acknowledge that if she did see this thread, someone not in their right mind may take answers to questions like that as consent or acceptanceI doubt she'd see it I think she's given up recently.>Do you think that you'd realisticly mesh well together in a relationship?hard to say she lies about everything and anything for no real reason but the level at which she does it and is committed kinda shows a level of competence that doesn't add up to the reckless drug user persona. >But god, I'd love it if the girl I was into took as much interest in me as I did her. I used to get limerent and infatuated myself. Maybe why I tried to just talk her down at some points out of pity. I do miss the insane obsessive crushes a lot>I'm, like, a freak, though, ya know? how so? I really doubt you've done anything worse than her >Probably best not to act on itthat's the weird part despite everything the trauma and sin feels more and more like home. Maybe I just have a boring life or too high a threshold to feel something. I've thought about antidepressants
>>43838889>lies about everythingWould drive me crazy. Can't stand that. And I can speak from experience that manipulators will use personas that make them seem lesser to make you let your guard down. Like, the common one for guys is like the soft artsy type. I've even seen sex pests use autism to get close to people>i do miss the insane obsessive crushes a lotIdk, they're kinda killing me, so I'll trade you if you want :p>how so?I know I'm not THAT bad. I'm not even actually like a stalker, I was just making fun of myself. I just feel too obsessive when I look for this person everywhere I can. And think about her in ways that I doubt she'd appreciate. I want to be with her, but can't, so I don't know what to do. The most I've actually done is actually be assertive with trying to be friends, which I think is just what you do when you like something. It's not one sided or anything, I just try to get more of her attention and I wish she'd see me as more than friends>the trauma and sin feels more like homeDon't let yourself fall into that. That's the mindset of someone who's been abused. Might be comforting in the short term, but long term it'll really mess you up. I'm speaking from experience. I suffer from a lot of my issues because of stuff like that. Probably noticed that I'm not even sure what the proper way to socialize is. I'm really bad with people in general
>>43839125How did you meet your crush? I used to look for my old interests everywhere and anywhere. In posts in songs in conversation. I miss living for another human like that. The attention is great I never get it in a morally upright way. It's always someone's partner taking too many glances at me at a dining table. A stranger online. Friend requests from the corner store worker. I'd love for it to finally be from someone I have that same infatuation for. I know it's got that abused person mindset but sometimes I just want to let the drama happen and just let that girl at the dining table touch me. or at least I wish it came to that so I could feel wanted
>>43839226We met online. Just constantly talked to her until I eventually got contact info. I'm so glad she at least gave me that much, but we live nowhere near each other. I can understand what you're saying about the drama of those types of relationships, but I've always avoided them. I just always felt like I was the tabboo. Being the boygirl thing that everyone wants to experiment with gets old. Never felt like those people actually wanted ME. Like you said, it coming from someone you have the same infatuation for probably feels amazing, though
>>43839497sorry for the slow reply went for a drive to unwind a bit.how old are you?
>>43839849No worries, I'm just sitting around anyways. Why do you ask? At some point it seems like we've switched to me being the one being interviewed, lol
>>43839947>At some point it seems like we've switched to me being the one being interviewed, lolI'm known for that >Why do you ask?just curious. did you want to leave a tag somewhere and I can add you
>>43840011I'd prefer you leave yours if you're interested in that. Not risking the person I was talking about seeing any of my usernames in this thread, lmao
>>43840073>>43840011But I suppose we're both in that situation, aren't we? I'll try to think of something
>>43840080>>43840073I made a burner
Is she actually stalking you, or are you just calling her that because you're a freak? Does the idea that she is obsessed turn you on? Do you play a lot of visual novels?
