Adderall makes me jerk off to extremely gay porn and it makes me want to be trans. Why
>>43842907uforeah innit
this is your super brain
you gotta watch the dosage
>>43842911innit>>43842913My super brain is super gay >>43842917Lol
>>43842907caffeine does this to me sometimes
>>43842907I started transitioning after I stopped taking adhd meds.What if I restart them and realize I'm cis or some shit?I think id rather be ADHD and trans and Medicated and detrans
>>43842969Caffeine to transgender pipeline is a real problem>>43842989I think ur real self is the one not on meds
>>43842907Why do trans women blame being trans on anything and everything?>it was porn addiction>my Adderall>I couldn't get a girlfriend so I became the girlfriend>Marijuana >OCD
>>43842907Concerta made me bottom.Feels good though so it's okay.
>>43843025I transitioned before Adderall but why does it make me so gay and increase my urge to be feminine
Skill issue it just makes me wanna take a napYou just have latent gay tendencies
>>43843025i transitioned cause i wanted to
>>43842907how can porn be extremely gay? it's either gay or it's not
>>43843056It also makes me want to nap. Along with the viscous gay thoughts and unbearable urge to increase my estrogen dose>>43843069cummy cum sperm
>>43842907adderall makes me sad and makes me cry
>>43843025Unironically society. >you cant be a woman, especially if you want to>if you want to be a woman youre mentally illThus, we yearn for the cure.
>>43843079But why do trans women do this specifically? Never do I see poons or enbies do this despite the messaging being similar.
>>43842907>Take dexies to cram before exam>End up crazy horny for my chaser instead
>>43842907Its supposed to make you gay
>>43842907Get estrogen, stop jerking off, get a vibrator and find a bf
>>43843025That's genuinely literally me though>porn addictionFrom the moment puberty hit and I got a libido, I was always most aroused by female secondary sexual characteristics, which degenerated into a breast and ass expansion kink and then eventually also a weight gain, pregnancy, and lactation kink. All of them were just harmless kinks which I were completely divorced from every-day life, and I never self inserted. My libido only grew though, and nothing really satisfied me anymore, so I just escalated to applying these kinks on myself>my adderallok, not this one cause I never took adderall. No clue whether I have adhd though>I couldn't get a girlfriend so I became the girlfriendThis too obviously. I managed to get a girlfriend in the past, but that was all just insane luck, cause I usually never dare approach any woman>MarijuanaEspecially this one. I only started smoking after the first time I tried hrt, but getting really high allows me to ignore just how male my sense of self is and even sometimes believe that I am not one. This is the only time I feel at peace about the effects of hrt, which I'm sure is a substantial part for why I'm addicted to weed now>OCDI still don't know whether I even want to be a woman. I never really felt that I had to be one, nor any genuine desire to be one, but I never could definitively say that I for sure didn't want to be one, so I basically started hrt just out of FOMO
im pretty sure im the least horny meth head youll ever meeteveryone around me is having sex and i by choice watch and dont pleasure myself like im perplexed that sex is even a thing
>>43845795Holy fuck gooner brain goes insane, I'm kinda in the same place as you with cannabis addiction, I get stoned from a bong covered in paw prints every night. But didn't you ever feel like you just completely failed as a male? You were unhappy, you smelled bad, put no effort into your appearance and was too unsocialized to care about anything. You used to hate trannies 3/4 years ago, groomers, sick fantasies which push the boundaries of depravity like how John Money and J Micheal Bailey explained it. But at one point you realized you weren't ever gonna make it as a male, maybe your brain was so twisted from deeply autogynephilic fantasies that you hated yourself for, so you said "fuck it, it's HRT and this is the very last thing I'm gonna try before suicide" and it ended up going amazingly and you've found the confidence to fix your life by socializing, making relationships, having new experiences and learning more about yourself. The HRT worked horrifyingly well holy fuck. I say "you" because I'm projecting hard rn, this is my story. It's 4am rn and I'm writing this on my tablet in bed, tomorrow I gotta go see my parole officer, do some grocery shopping, go to the gym then go on a date with a femcel librarian woman almost twice my age (she calls me her puppy and angel and yeah holy fuck how did I get this far). Life's only gonna get better and better, I get a fresh start soon, leaving this poor tiny irrelevant social experiment of a country in November to go to bigger more populist radical social experiment country. New identity, a second chance. That's basically the only reason I'm alive atm. Anyways good night mwah
>>43842907sounds like you are extremely gay. i want to be trans when sober and taking adderall just makes me like to do math homework
though i am now really really curious about drug effects post hrt. is it different?
>>43845795>porn addictionnot really. always normal, lesbian, solo, amateur, diy. infrequent and little shame>adderall just intensity and time invested no gooner degeneracy >>I couldn't get a girlfriend so I became the girlfriendi could just fine, but yes the second part. still unraveling partner/self preferences since they are so tied together>I only started smoking after the first time I tried hrtvery interesting. people always though i was the biggest stoner in school but i didnt start until i was 21. coincidentally(or not) the same time when i started repping>OCDvery, but its caused by my anxiety, which in turn is caused by adhd>>43846444>feel like you just completely failed as a male? You were unhappy, you smelled badno> put no effort into your appearance and was too unsocialized to care about anythingyea>hate trannies 3/4 years ago, groomers, sick fantasiesno>John Money and J Micheal Baileywho>"fuck it, it's HRT and this is the very last thing I'm gonna try before suicide" yeah but i wasnt cereal, im a coward > it ended up going amazingly and you've found the confidence to fix your life by socializing, making relationships, having new experiences and learning more about yourself. The HRT worked horrifyingly well holy fuck.yeah>she calls me her puppy and angel and yeah holy fuck how did I get this farwow lucky>Life's only gonna get better and better, I get a fresh start soonme too! its great! frfr. congrats. happy for u
desu i wanna try stimulants just for the horniness
I wish I could jerk offy, I'm on so much sedatives for being crazy in the head that I cannot get even into it nor finish.eds made me asexual basically and I don't care about romance either so I'm gonna die alone or have to let myself be raped more over again to have anyone stay
>>43848763>>John Money and J Micheal Bailey>whomy sweet summer child
>>43849821Dopamine agonists and stimulants, the horniness is great
>>43842907Sometimes i do coke and everytime i snort a line it makes me want a golden shower
