How do I unlearn moid sexuality and male gaze? It bothers me so fucking much that I'm not aversed by the blatant sexualization of women as much as I should. It pains me I enjoy gooner slop more than I should. I'm not like this externally, but i know my desires and I find them disgursting. Maybe I'm just porn addicted, I dont knowI feel like I'll never feel like a woman having this shit in my brain, but I can't get rid of it. >yes Im most likely a tranny how did you know
>>43843458Women don’t dislike the male gaze they feel “empty and ugly” without it there Your cortisol is sky high over a basic human sexual instinct
>>yes Im most likely a tranny how did you knowAre you on estrogen? Maybe start there
>>43843485OP talking about male gaze, not males gazing at women
>>43843501Same shit different day. If you look at a woman it’s a “male gaze”
>>43843510They are different topics silly>>43843458what media do you consoom, OP? What vidya do you like?
>>43843458who give a shit
>>43843599They are not different topics at all, the fact you’re so retardedly compartmented is why you’re such a brainwashed faggot
>>43843599I used to play gacha games, not anymore since constant fomo tired me, although I enjoyed looking at and playing as beautiful women. The concept of "collecting" them irked me, sometimes I laughed at poorly timed fanservice and load of other stupid shit that they do, but somehow I still were playing them, even choosing more sexualized characters.I'm trying to get into stellar blade, and it bothers me the same even tho I want to get into the game. Most games, movies and music I consume are not gooner coded, it's mostly left leaning media. I see more value in them, but Im still drawn to sexualization. Maybe Im just yelling at clouds, since Im testosterone poisoned and can only menage my fucked up biology while not actively supporting media that I'm drawn to since they are damaging to society. Maybe If I wasn't a coward I would go on hrt and the problem would at least be subdued (it's not the only reason, I just think I could be a tranny)
>>43843766Have you tried Sims, Stardew Valley, or Paralives? Maybe IMVU? Life is Strange 1? >Stellar Bladewould you be willing to swap it out for a Bayonetta title instead>>43843672Thats nice
>>43843812I've played life is strange and loved it, cried like a little bitch whole night after that. Wish I i could be Max. The theme song makes me tear up instantly to this dayIf wont be able to bear Stellar Blade I will probably switch to Bayonetta (love powerful women) or even NieR. I've played Stardew with my gf and it was nice, but didn't last long. I used to play animal crossing on my own for a bit Rn I'm planning on playing some jrpgs. Finished 3rd birthday, it wasn't the best, but it pushed me to check out Parasite Eve. I'm gonna play it when I finish ff7
>>43843458Maybe just actively avoid slop like that and you'll stop being desensitized to it
I kind of don't believe in male gaze because my whole life I've seen women doing make up and making being pretty a life goal and hobby. I think female culture and status is built in this, though obviously men and women have different preferences. Its definitely real because everything is made assuming you are a man, default pronouns are he etc. But women on their own tend to 'sexualize' themselves. Sure you can get into the complex web of male desire interacting with female self image producing an end result of how women want to look but then the that exists for women too men are just too retarded to care what women think.
>>43843857Perfect nona we need to maximize that fembrained media consumption
>>43843921She didn't ask tho
>>43843458>I feel like I'll never feel like a woman having this shit in my brain, but I can't get rid of it.for what its worth cis women deal with this too
>>43843766>>43843857>parasite eveget into games that are horror but largely enjoyed by girls. fatal frame, silent hill 3, rule of rose, clock tower, haunting ground, etc. horror is psychosexual but a great medium for the feminine gaze, its popular among women lgbt people and feminists for a reason
>>43843458Why do 99% of trannies on this board have internalized straight-up TERF ideology without question? When are you feckless losers gonna realize that human preference and desire is unruly and so that trying to force it to conform to political principle is a futile endeavour?(I’m not an ESL i’m just too tired to type properly rn. Apologies)
>>43844091:(sorry I will not reply to her in the future
>>43844114Played all first 3 silent hills, I loved main character in the third one, when I think of it it's one of my most favourite main characters I've had Fatal Frame on my backlog for a while, need to give it a goUnrelated but I ended up liking og Shadow The Hedgehog, not only the gameplay and music but the themes too, is that fembrained or just autistic?
>>43843458i like warhammer and that is why iwnbaw:(:(
>>43843891Fair point, you're probably right