>be me, useless neet dropout>pretend to be a tranny so internet men like me>end up moving in with one>it's alright, rot in comfort>fastforward to 30>starting to regret life>can't detroon without blowing up my life>starting over seems hopeless>totally dependent (wo)manchild>never worked, driven a car, paid a bill>don't even leave the house alone>estranged from my family, no friends>would go from well-off life to being totally destitute and working at bestAm I just supposed to larp forever?
this will be me
all women think what you're thinking but they can't even detroon to escape it.start by getting a car and going to the city and meeting people?
>>43848109You can post the worst shit imaginable and still get these replies.>>43848298No they don't, maybe 70 years ago. Most women are independent now.>start by getting a car and going to the city and meeting people?Just get a car? With what money and license?
>>43848109I wish this was me
>>43848352i didnt mean it like i wish that were me im saying im actually in the process of this happening to me
>>43848464Oh, well someone came and proved my point anyway. If it's happening to you get out of the quicksand while you can I guess. I realized like a month in after a trip home to get some of my stuff that if I went back I'd probably never get any better, and I didn't and time flew by. I'm probably way more dysfunctional now if anything, but too old to be given a pass for it anymore.
Bumping because I don't actually have anyone to talk to.
same except for estranged by family partand can drivenever paid a bill truealso didnt transition but im on low dose hrt and have a cup boobs but i look 100% male
>>43850680>same except for all of it:^)I'm mostly a manmoder anyway.
Finished my stupid game and back to ruminating over how derailed my life is until I find another distraction. One thing that makes me feel a little less bad is I don't really know what it is I'd rather be doing instead, like what does an unfucked life even look like? I'm probably not a gigachad with 3 kids and money.
>>43847947sounds like you just dissatisfied with life, not a fact that you're a tranny. detrooning would make everything worse. you have more opportunities as a woman than a man.
>>43852846I regret transitioning, it's just a short post. I'm honestly pretty disassociated most of the time, but when I actually see myself it feels like I'm looking at someone else. I resent that everyone I knew grew into men and I just have grey hairs and gyno.I think it'd bug me less if I passed but I'm just a freak. I was socially anxious before, but I'm so self conscious now. Even though I manmode I'm still paranoid about how people see me. I used to feel nice about malefailing but now I assume it's just people clocking me and want to go home.I don't know what kind of opportunities trannies have that men don't other than what I've got now but I'd rather just be normal.
>>43852955I hope you manage to find joy again. Transitioning is def not the solution for everyone, though the usual retards here will say otherwise.
>>43853212Thanks. Honestly, the tranny thing isn't even that big of a problem. I'd stop getting called miss if I got a haircut. It's just the exploit that enabled me to run away from life for way longer than I should have been able to. I should have been forced to get my shit together a decade ago but now it feels impossible.
if you are a Transmaxxer you dont have gender dysphory?
>>43854492>Anonymous 06/09/26(Tue)07:30:59No.43854492▶>if you are a Transmaxxer you dont have gender dysphory?bump
You can be a shut-in NEET and be a regular straight guy too if you want
>>43854492>>43855104I have dysphoria in both directions. Feel bad over not passing, and uncomfortable over my feminine traits.>>43855128Not if I wanna live inside.
>>43856686>I have dysphoria in both directions. Feel bad over not passing, and uncomfortable over my feminine traits.nta but it sounds like some sort or nonbinaryism, maybe genderfluidity so think about itand if you want to change your life for the better try by getting a job and trying to pass driver's exam while also trying to get some friends or just people to talk to in the mean time, it all will suck and be hard but you have to get thru it sooner or later plus friend thing is a chance thing so it all can become waaaay easier if you're luck with this one as having a second person is helpful even if they don't help you do stuff
>>43848298yep this is the inevitable end result of housewiferywomen who say "im not made for a life of labor" and try to find their trad husband usually end up deeply unsatisfied and unhappy but they have no real escape. even if they can get a job it wont provide them with the life they have become used to (lifestyle creep) as at best theyll be just above the poverty lineits just high-class sex work except the john never leaves
>>43851492bruh im 30 year old neet also its quite brutal
>>43857655Definitely not nonbinary. I just want to be normal, wouldn't want to be called a they. I'm a cis man, but could stomach being a cis woman or a trans woman if I passed 100% of the time, but I don't. It's too much work to pretend and I'm supposed to get surgeries now that I'm on his insurance and I'm afraid I'll regret those too.>and if you want to change your life for the better try by getting a job and trying to pass driver's exam while also trying to get some friends or just people to talk to in the mean timeI can't just get a job or a license without help, I've asked and he just asks me why I need those things. I used to have friends too but he made me feel bad for talking to them.>>43857708I guess, but it's not fair. This isn't a situation that should have been possible for me to end up in, I'm so far off track of where I should be.>even if they can get a job it wont provide them with the life they have become used to (lifestyle creep) as at best theyll be just above the poverty lineThis is the worst part, even if I did the impossible and pulled myself out of this it would all be so I can be poor and alone.
>>43859318nbs don't have to be they/them like it's not a rule that exists and at the end of a day it's just a labelas for surgeries it's norma to be worried about them and if you don't want or are scared of them you can always postpone or cancel them also try visiting a sexologist that deals with trannies and talk with them about the whole gender stuff if you need some help figuring it out if you're just repressing being trans or not but remember that at the end of the day it's your call and they can only help you get thereif he stops you from getting a job or a license then you deferentially should try to get them even more or find some alternative source of help like charities helping women, queers or general ones because it's not going to end well, focusing on job first is probably a good idea and if needs a reason for it then just say some bullshit about additional income, saving for surgeries or just that you want to get a job to do something outside of cleaning the house
>>43852663>like what does an unfucked life even look like? my ideal is just an above minimum wage job and enough to live in an environment without abusers, that's pretty much it i always get jealous of Asians because of this cause it seems like their parents FORCE them to finish a good degree and then they get a normal good job which is like 90% what your quality of life is based on if you're not severely physically or mentally ill meanwhile i grew up in a cult to a father whose personality is like legit a black version of Jeffrey dahmer or a mass shooter and after 23 years of family dysfunction and financial abuse now me and my moms car is broken and i can only go to the dollar store for food and supplies on foot and cant get to work without a ride from my also abuser and sexual predator aunt and I'm legit in danger of becoming homeless, sigh
>>43847947You need to open up more about your partner if you want help. You referred to them as a tranny, but then you referred to them as a "he". Is he an FtM or are you misgendering? Either way, they seem controlling and it seems like a very toxic relationship that's holding you back. You also talk as if it's your life only we're talking about as if they're not even in the picture, despite you being effectively married (?). Correct me if I'm wrong.
>>43859468I'm not repressing anything, I'm just a normal guy, or at least a cisgender one. I've been "forgetting" to setup appointments, but he'll just get annoyed and schedule them for me eventually like usual. I'd be afraid of being honest with a doctor because they might gatekeep me and that would be hard to explain.>if he stops you from getting a job or a license then you deferentially should try to get them even more or find some alternative source of help Easy to say, but borderline impossible to actually do.>>43860159No he's a normal guy, don't know where you thought I said that. I've tried opening up about this stuff but he's dismissive of it, and me saying more might screw things up. He's not toxic or anything maybe controlling but like, fair since I'm posting this.>>43860061>>43860028Sorry, your life is probably a lot harder than mine. It makes me feel like a brat reading stuff like this.
>>43860625ok then you need to leave him as soon as possible before he will kick you out instead which will be worse for you, choose your poison and try to restart your life from there on your own instead of him forcing you to do so on his terms be it tradwifing or homelessness
It takes effort to be self-sufficient and successful as a male.You could perhaps get some government welfare and rely on that but that tends to require doing some paperwork.Doesn't seem like the transition is a great success.
>>43847947You are allowed to work, drive a car, and pay bills, Nona. You don't need to detroon or stop liking men because you're feeling unfulfilled now due to literally not doing anything all day.
>>43860625>Sorry, your life is probably a lot harder than mine. It makes me feel like a brat reading stuff like this. you don't have to apologize i think everything is just based on luck, and what you do within the range of possibilities based on your luck, that's kind of it lots of people have lives far harder than mine too
>>43861852the range of possibilities determined by* your luck
>>43860964>just leave and be homeless broWorst vice is advice, why do people love saying this kind of stuff to anyone in a bad spot?>>43861570Dilate
>>43847947You should write erotic memoirs
>>43862040My life isn't interesting or erotic.
