I noticed while taking a photo for the stomach thread I had underboob, which is slightly concerning because I'm trying to hide them as im cis on hrt and I just thought they'd been overly sensitive recently and nothing else, but it was kind of hard to ignore since ive kind of ignored looking at or touching my chest, though since I started 5 months ago they have had buds constantly since, I thought this happened in cycles? When is this going to stop because I worry they might be noticeable soon especially when I go to work over summer, and i don't want to wear a bra or binder
>>43853159>im cis on hrt and I just thought they'd been overly sensitive recentlyyou're going to grow boobs idiotyou should buy a sports bra or something already because they will be visible through a tshirt
>>43853166I know but im pretty thin and my immediate families aren't very big, so i don't think they're gonna go beyond AAA or AA's>you should buy a sports bra or something alreadyThats a last resort for me I started tweaking with anything tight fitting on
>>43853200>Thats a last resort for meit doesn't matter you're going to have to unless you plan on stopping hrt
>>43853159ok… i feel like this HAS to be fetishposting… bc how could u actually think ur tits werent going to grow?anyways i’ll play into it , sweetie… your pretty new titties are so sweet and cute! can u show them to mommy more clearly?
>>43853232>… bc how could u actually think ur tits werent going to growI dont eat alot, male puberty didn't do much and especially not quickly, and my family's are small, so I was expecting it to take atleast a year or 2 to be noticeable at least
>>43853272username confirmed correct.anyways hehe so why tf do u actually take it??? If u dont want to b seen as a girl? Sorry if rude
>>43853221Well I don't plan on stopping but my face is turbo moided so I can't do anything but hide my body really, and a bra comfort irregardless would show anyway no?
>>43853295ur family members will feel them when u hug at the holidays. Its already joever.
>>43853295oh also i brought it up in kther thread i think but… have u read about SERMs? Idk details on procuring them but there is a no boob drug
>>43853288Ive always had a feminine build but a moided face, ive tried to make it more masc but it was miserable and I forced myself to do alot for that, it makes me happier leaning into it instead and hrt helps that, plus alot of qol buffs, but it doesn't change the fact I have to cover my body as ive always done, just seems like its going to make it harder
>>43853338im sorry i respect ur gender identity but this just sounds like incredibly depressed and insecure tw to me…like ur framing things as if u “dont deserve” womanhood which is a classic sign
>>43853322I always wear a coat or hoodie so it should be fine>>43853329I have seen people mention them, but I dont want to be spending on another forever drug, that id be using outside of its intended use case with uncertain consequences
>>43853357>incredibly depressed and insecure to me…I grew up doing everything I could to hide and change it because I needed to be more masculine and stronger at the time and was ashamed of showing it to anyone.>like ur framing things as if u “dont deserve” womanhood Well its a matter of i can't fathom presenting any other way with my face and body it'd be impossible, so im not going water down the struggles of trans people and women by associating with them when im doing this for purely vain physical reasons, and am incapable of presenting or feeling any way other than as a man
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>>43853417awwwww ok… so yes, just a self loathing trans woman…im sorry. I prob cant convince u to socially transition. But u should, some day.
>>43853470lmaooooooooowhen i admitted to parents i had started HRT, my dad was like “well, i had noticed some, uh. changes to ur body….”
>>43853159hey op im at the same timeframe as you and small family and also dont eat much and about the same size too but i have been eating more and they seem like they are sorta getting a little bigger in bursts every couple of weeks. i also thought i would have at least one maybe two years but im looking into compression shirts. i asked for recs a few times but this board is unhelpful. i think i can get used to tightness even tho i dont like it either. bras make me nervous i dont want the straps to show but long undershirts would show if i lifted my arms. idk about like black underarmor. i also dont really like poly blends i hope they dont give me acne. i think i needlike white or tan tank top that is a secret compression shirt. maybe even a cotton one with that like ribbed weave like a classic tank but with a compressor inside it and no straps or seams but yeah i think we are screwed i already had to give up on like half my tshirts and i keep wearing flannels and thin sweaters but its over 100 degrees now
>>43853480and here my dumbass sitting thinking about not shaving for 3-4 days so i can "pass" as cis having not had a haircut since mid last year
>>43853517its fine… if anything, its comforting. Its a reason to b less scared of coming out. Since they pretty much already know something is up.
>>43853480I have told my mum im on it and explained im not transitioning though, I doubt anyone would have picked up though because I already cover myself completely outside of work which is the big worry
>>43853472>so yes, just a self loathing trans womanI doubt it ive talked alot with an mtf friend about it and i think our views on transitioning were fundamentally different, for me its an impossibility, its not an issue of circumstance or readiness, just something completely disconnected from the physical reality of me, so I cant even imagine what it would look like
>>43853562*hug*
>>43853509Ive never looked into compression shirts but the goal for me is to hide my entire figure, and If I wear medium or bigger its too long for work really, maybe if there are shirts with the volume of larger sizes but the length of XS/S could ve worth a shot
>>43853417The entire point of hrt is to change your body, isnt that itself innately vain?Even if you think people do it to feel normal in the brain and not to change their bodies, in order to feel normal their bodies need to look this specific way so how are you any different from anybody else that takes hrt whether they're trutrans agp hrt femboys or something else?Your mentality seems to be that you shoudl reprsent as a man cause of social upbringing and appearance, so what happens when you look enough like a woman that strangers think you are one and not a cis man?You will be clashing with the past and present, which one will you choose nona?
>>43853159anon please tell me your height and waist (across the navel)I am always astounded by MtFs who get these magical proportions where you can clearly see a wide hip taper but the waist is straight up runway model tier thinliterally how man
>>43853676wear a compression undershirtone of those men's shapewear things for hiding gynoeasiest solution ever, no one will look twice at you wearing an undershirt/vest kinda thingit's like underwear, socially acceptable
>>43854728164cm, 28.5" waist circ, 37" hip circ, I think hrt added an inch or 2 to my hip circ but ive always had a pear shaped bone structure and fat dist, its been hell growing up with but recently ive come to terms to appreciate it somewhat>literally how manParents similar height, ana maxxed and exercised too intensively in preteens/early puberty probably wrecked my growth plates
>>43853322literally doesn't happen lol. im on hrt for two years and not ever has anyone in my family who don't know told me I changed.
>>43854682>You will be clashing with the past and present, which one will you choose nona?I suppose thats my goal, I started doing everything physical i could to alleviate the internal conflict my selves were having over the future of my body, I guess ill see if I get there someday.>>43854735I completely forgot undershirts existed ty anon
>>43853200lolyeah I thought this too
>>43854968>thoughtUh, what changed?
>>43854953I mean the only person I hug is my mum who knows, brother and stepdad are giants so I could probably angle myself so they dont make contact
>>43854980the universe manifested quite large breasts onto my torso
>>43855000I dont think i can emphasise enough how much of a dumpster fire my face is, absolute minimum Its 6-12 months and 1 or 2 surgeries if im lucky, and that's to maybe look like a hon, maybe, so until then its pure monstermoding
>>43855012:(
>>43855046Ur gonna grow at least A if not B Cups probably just fyi
>>43855000my mom will kick me out and never speak to me again if she sees them :c happy for u tho.
>>43855053I expected A, without prog at least, I only have 2 relatives to base it off of but my mum is B I think
>>43855068My condolences nona, I hope you can find a way to reconcile that with them
>>43855119Highly unlikely, but it's k. I'm still on 100% good terms with them due to larping as a cis man, but I'll probably end up moving away and going no contact out of the blue. Maybe it sounds like "I've tried nothing and I'm out of ideas", but you just gotta trust my perception of my parents that there is no hope for them, and even if I could squeeze an ounce of charity out of them, they're still really not people I'd care much to associate with.The only issue is that my brother recently announced he and his wife are expecting and I don't know if going no contact with my parents and being present in my future niece/nephew's life are simultaneously possible. Life is complicated. xdd
>>43855191>no contact with my parents and being present in my future niece/nephew's life are simultaneously possible. Life is complicated. xddI hope you can find a way through it, it sucks having your family fall apart from a bad apple or two especially when there's good ones too :)
>>43855273Indeed. Thx for your kind words. I wish you luck in your boob concealment. ^x^
>>43853166I don't wear a sports bra. They are all too small for me I can't get them around my big shoulders
>>43856894My condolences, dont they have a variety of band sizes that are elastic?
>>43856894you can wear any small size sports shirt that's stretchy, unless you've got like actual tooters
