>be me, autogynephilic repper>The Thoughts won't go away>read post from another repper where he says that getting a gf cured his AGP>go on dating app and meet pretty girl>go on date, everything is going well>I like her, she seems to like me>suddenly she starts complaining about her ex and using "she" for them>she sees I'm confused>"oh I'm bi, the last person I dated was a woman.">date ends, go home>furiously masturbate while imagining being her ex-gf and making out with her>feel extremely guilty afterwards and start cutting myself>clean up the blood and pass out in my bed from exhaustionfuck it didn't work. what do I do?
>>43860596>what do I do?transition? its all upside. you get to be a pretty girl and you get to have sex as a pretty girl.
why so much guilt? that's actually a W, if she's bi she might be chill with you transitioning. the only truly weird part of this is the cutting IMO, no need for that degree of self hatred
>>43860604I wouldn't be a pretty girl, I'd look like picrel.>>43860618women who like women absolutely hate being fetishized by straight men.
