My parents emotional neglect made me develop a deep insecurity for sex and relationships, to the point where Ive become sexually and romantically adverse. My only sexual interests is submissive sex with men and vague thoughts about having sex with women. I am romantically attracted to women, but that quickly fades when I find some disconnect between us, like our feelings towards to sex, or our the expectations of our assigned genders, etc. Sex with women sounds possibly interesting, but extremely uncomfortable. All of this has made me feel disconnected from my assigned gender, and made me feel the urge to run away from my assigned sex and hormonally transition. This was probably subconsciously a way for me to make up for my disconnect to women, but also to distance me from the more uncomfortable parts of gendered differences.
>>43862179cope
>>43862179People will blame being trans on anything atp
Thanks for sharing. My parents homeschooled me and put me and all my siblings in a Christian clown troop. We would practice every sunday and do conventions and competitions several times a year. This is where i saw all of the teenage girls i knew growing up. Needless to say it made me really want to have silly sex with a clowngirl :o)
>>43862193>>43862206I feel like everything I said makes sense
im gonna die alone arent i
desperate bump
help!