But started watching gay porn when I was 18 and now it's the only type of porn I watch. The idea of having sex with men is so insanely hot to me. I am attracted to women and see myself as straight, wanting to marry a woman and have a family, but there is no sexual experience better than submitting to a man. What do I do
>>43863643You should try it.
I'm going to be completely honest: no one gives a shit. The real problem is that most gay men are damaged mentally ill men who fetishize same sex attraction too so they will also consider you gay (although I agree you are not) so they will just say you're gay or try to convert you. Conversely, you may want to try it and if its sexually and emotionally fulfilling just 'become' gay socially. Life is short.
>>43863643just try it out and it will probably go away unless youre actually gay
>>43863643aahhhhhMy bichud sonsoon, you will taste the lukewarm cocks of trannies on the off weekend while you raise a family
>>43863709Thanks for this>>43863735Im pretty sure I would just love it and want to fuck guys as much as possible
Lordy
>>43863709>most gay men are damaged mentally ill men who fetishize same sex attraction Oh right, now it's a fetish to believe in the expressed reality of same sex attraction instead of any self-identification that can very well be just a lie derived from compulsory heterosexuality and filled with internalized homophobia? You think we should get rid of our instincts and perceptibility just to believe everyone that say they're straight?
>>43863643when i was 25 i had anal sex with a guy and it didn't make me any less confused. i'm like in my mid 30s now and still don't want to be a bottom, but i can't help it :(i don't think the feeling goes away, this is anecdotal experience though.imo i would forget about the wife and kids cliche, friends who have kids are miserable, it's not worth it.
