What is it?

accepting being gay

oh wait i forgot to put anything in the comment field

i was battling a disease that nearly killed me and ever since i honestly stopped caring about transitioning at all :/

it all feels so frivolous. i just don't care all that much about anything except not feeling bad all the time and not dying.

>>43863892
already went through this and its what made me take the jump and transition
is there another cure

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>>43863866
>>43863892
>it all feels so frivolous.
same
i lost my hair recently cause i messed it up and had to cut it and i realized i basically just wanna have nice hair, that's pretty much enough for me

and I'm sorry you're dealing with a disease. i hope it resolves soon
the only health advice i can give is to maybe check out macrobiotics (traditional Japanese & East Asian medicine). if your health conditions allow for the things prescribed within it, it might help you a lot. a few weeks ago i was eating miso soup with rice and natto (with rice ofc) daily and my ocd (i know its a mental not physical illness, but still) symptoms were genuinely reduced around as much as when i was on a really effective psych medication for it one time. idk how much macrobiotics may help you but i would say its something worth knowing about if you look into some of the more detailed stuff. they said that if you chew each bite of food 200 (if i recall the number correctly) you will never get sick. Japanese people also have the highest elderly population on Earth

>>43863993
miso soup and natto with rice*

>>43863999
look at the digits nona you have to try it >>43863866

>>43863993
200 times* i keep making typos because im stressed sorry

>>43864007
what are you so darn stressed about

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>>43864016
my car is broken and idk if ill be homeless soon cause my abusive psycho father has basically stopped paying for everything cause he wants to get rid of me and my mom and its basically the culmination of 2 decades of neglect and abuse
also got a restraining order on him cause he assaulted me and was about to kill me and my mother but it expires in 4 months and he seems to have been doing things that seem that he might try to do something
my mom said he might also try to falsley accuse me of a crime or something to prevent me from leaving the country w my mom which is what weve been trying to do for like a year breathes out inhales cigarette

>>43864057
oh and i lost MY FUCKING HAIR TOO so not only am i worried about how the fuck to leave the country with my mom before i become homeless but i cant even transition either if i get stuck in this shithole LMAOOOOOOOO (i dont wanna wear a wig fuck that shit and i also tried one before and it didnt match my natural hair texture or face. but i wasnt on hrt at that time so who knows)

>>43863866
Alcohol and dissociatives are the real cure actually.

>>43864077
these are evil drugs desu.
void isnt (You)...
t 21 years of doing drugs

>>43864074
i will pray for you tonight

>>43863874
This.

>>43864163
Probably, but being sober or awake is miserable as a repper.

Don't troon is the cure. You'll always deal with these feelings, so there's no point putting your effort into being something you're not.

>>43864177
based
did you do it?

>>43863866
AND YOURE THE ONLY PLACE THAY FEELS LIKE HOME

>>43864203
oh yes it bites your ass. try nep. with focused intention ;)

oh and small lines needle thick like 5cm long. it takes awhile to feelnfull effect. keep that in mind to avoid sides. less is more.

>>43864290
Was never personally that into stims all that much, prefer downers. Probably won't mess with anything that effects serotonin since I'm on an ssri already.

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>>43864170
aw thank you :(
<3
you are a really kind person

>>43864204
>something you're not
Retarded hylic 70iq niggerbabble

>>43863992
No there isn't, it doesn't go away